Call of the Child: A Parent’s Intuition


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Before they are born, some little souls are already communicating with their parents, or perhaps their grandparents, siblings, aunts, uncles, or, in some cases, even potential adoptive parents.

Ten years ago, I watched the movie America starring Philip Johnson and Rosie O’Donnell, a film about a boy falling through the cracks of Michigan’s Foster Care system. At the end of the film, the actors introduce a website called AdoptUSKids. I visited that site often over the past ten years, and, just last fall, I finally found him… the little soul I knew would eventually be tugging at my heart strings at some point in my life.

I showed his photo and profile to my spouse, (who was my fiancé at the time) and we both gushed over his fabulousness. A few months later, when I finally inquired about him, I began receiving all kinds of synchronistic affirmations by seeing his first name everywhere I looked and even some sporadic communication from the little guy. One day, after the inquiry and during our beginning stages of the adoption process, my spouse came home with tears in her eyes, telling me she was working away when our little guy appeared to her in a very clear vision.

“I’ve never had a telepathic vision before!” she said with joy.

“I guess he’s truly the one, then,” I replied.

She agreed with an enthusiastic nod.

Although he disappeared from the AdoptUSKids site midway through our process, which, I kid you not, took nine months, he truly was “the one” who prompted us to initiate our journey to become a licensed foster care home and approved by Samaritas (which advocates for same-sex couples, YAY) for adoption.

Although that was my spouse’s first clairvoyant telepathic communication with a living being, it was not her first communication regarding a new addition to her family. Over 20 years ago, she had a dream of her mother (who had transitioned to spirit at that point) holding a brown-eyed, brown haired baby girl. Shortly after she had this dream, her sister wanted to share some news, and my spouse blurted out: “You’re pregnant and it’s going to be a brown-eyed baby girl.”

Of course, her sister was taken aback that she knew she was pregnant, and even more surprised that the brown eyes precognition was accurate. Her next three children were all born with blue eyes, so this was a significant detail exclusive to her first child.

Before I met my spouse and learned about this premonition dream she experienced, I only knew of one other, which was a dream my niece’s husband had when she was pregnant with their first child. He said his future son came to him in a dream and told him exactly what to name him – first and middle name. It was super unique, and he was even adamant about the spelling of his first name. I told them this was the soul of their son speaking to them and that they definitely needed to name him what he requested in the dream. I could feel it had a super spiritual meaning behind it. I was very happy when he was born and they named him exactly what he asked them to and stuck with the spelling he requested. He’s a very sweet rainbow child.

As I mentioned in a previous blog, there has been a recent surge in client questions regarding pregnancies and soul contracts with future children, so I am coming across more and more amazing synchronistic experiences that are being shared with me. I asked a couple of my clients if I could share their stories in my blog, and they happily agreed.

One client wrote to me after she received a reading from me regarding a pregnancy question and said:

“I was imagining having a little girl and immediately the name Tabitha popped in my head. So weird and random because I don’t know anyone with that name or even particularly care for it. I was intrigued, so I Googled it, and it apparently means ‘Gazelle.’

“So my son wakes up from his nap holding a toy and saying something. I couldn’t understand it. Then it clicked! He was holding a gazelle and saying ‘Gazelle.’ My son who was barely speaking a few months ago! Isn’t that strange?!”

She asked me if I thought it might have ANY significance. My immediate response, without hesitation, was: “It HAS to be!”

So I asked her Akash about Tabitha, and this is what they said (actual names removed and replaced with anonymous terminology):

“Tabitha is a soul mate from your soul group that both you and (your Twin Flame soul mate) are in soul contract with to bring into incarnation. (Your son) is already familiar with her, and she spoke through him (when he said ‘gazelle’) as confirmation. She is letting you know that she is ready whenever you and (your Twin Flame) are ready, but there is also no rush. Tabitha is the name of her higher-self, by the way, which is why it came to mind as you imagined yourself having a baby girl.”

So here’s an example of a soul waiting to come into incarnation already communicating telepathically with her future mother and brother. Amazing!

Around the same time this was happening, another client asked if she and her husband were still in contract to bring another soul into incarnation or if anything had changed. When her Akash confirmed the contract was still on, she asked if the soul had a name.

Her Akash replied with this answer:

“She identifies strongly with roses; her soul name is Rosalita. Any name with Rose (or Rosa) in it will be appreciated and fitting, although Rosanna and Roseann are not desired names.”

My client wrote me back after she reviewed the reading and said “The amazing alignment from that reading brought me to tears!”

I was curious, so I asked her if she had been experiencing rose synchronicities lately.

She said: “Rose is the name I chose over a year ago for a daughter if we were to have one! Rosie!”

Wow! Just WOW!!!

Ironically, (or perhaps not) while I was writing this little ditty, I received an email from our foster licensing worker asking if we might be able to accept a sibling pair into our home for foster care. Later, when we were on the phone squaring up details, I told her I was working on a blog titled “Call of the Child” when I received her email. She was FLOORED.

It may be something; it may be nothing. Regardless, it literally happened while I was writing this blog, and I took it as a sign to say yes to these two boys in need of temporary guardianship. Whether or not they actually arrive is irrelevant at this point, for I have read many foster parent blogs that say 50 percent of the time they don’t show up, but, if they do, I will shower them with unconditional love the entire time they are in our care.

So, how about you, my beloved readers? Got any similar synchronistic stories to share about incoming kiddo communication, be it from spirit or the kiddo souls themselves? Please feel free to share your experiences in the comments below! I’d love to read them!

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I didn’t incarnate to get my ass kicked; did you?


It has come to my attention lately — over the past year or so — that many “lightworkers” have become quite a bit jaded and cynical, even. Bitter, maybe? I dunno. Anyway, this is why I have moved away from posting positive messages from our Pleiaidan Ascended Masters (yes, many of them are from the Pleiades, and, no, I’m not going to argue with all the know-it-all newbs about this fact, which comes directly from the Akashic Records, which I have been reading for over eight years and trust far more than some hyper-accelerated third-wave person on an ascension trip).

Here’s the truth… just because you’re suddenly “woke” does not mean you have all the deets or facts or truth, even. Many of the newly awakened are in their initial stages of 4D consciousness, and they want to say they are 5D, but yet they are still so tangled up with ego that they post comments all over the interwebs that make them seem very troll-ish.

Frankly, it’s a chaotic MESS, and most of the time it seems not even worth approaching because, for me, it’s a waste of my precious time and energy.

Here’s the T (which means “truth” for those of you who do not follow Rupaul’s Drag Race): we are ALL on unique and SEPARATE spiritual journeys. What Tom experiences on his ascension trip (yeah, this is my new favorite phrase for “spiritual path/journey”) is designed specifically for Tom by his Akashic Team (Ascended Masters, Teachers and Loved Ones in spirit and his higher-self who are in soul contract to assist Tom and ONLY Tom). Now Dick might experience some similar things on his journey, and he might be more of an A(hole) type personality, so he is going to INSIST that he knows EVERYTHING about ascension trips and he may THINK he is “more woke” than Tom, so he is suddenly going to start coaching Tom in a way that is not at all comfortable or even jiving with what Tom feels is going on within his personal, uniquely designed journey.  (Starting to sound familiar? Or do we need examples?)

YAY! Examples! Okay! Let’s say, for Tom, he feels that 11:11 has something to do with the Law of Attraction, and that when he sees this number (everywhere, ALL the time) that is a reminder to him to keep his thoughts and feelings positive so that he can “attract” or, better yet, “manifest” the life he desires. Well, along comes Harry who insists that 11:11 is all about the Twin Flame soul mate who serves as a “mirror” to him to reflect the things he needs to work on (or let go of) in order to surrender his ego and become one with his soul. Dick, who somehow manages to ruin every good thing that comes along for him in the romance department (and blames it ALL on his counterpart, of course) INSISTS that there is NO SUCH THING as a TWIN FLAME, and launches into a diatribe debunking every Twin Flame theory known to humanity. And Dick’s the expert cuz, you know… he’s been there and done that already. Fell down that rabbit hole, which was a quicksand to H E double hockey sticks. Which doesn’t exist, by the way, but Dick does a great job of creating it for himself.

So now everyone is perplexed and ready to just forget this whole spiritual path thing because no one can agree on anything and what it all means. And this is why I have always HATED organized religion and group stuff when it comes to spirituality or… well… ANYthing, really. Creative Writing workshops. Peer edits. Okay, I digress, but you get it. Opinons are like a-holes. Yeah, yeah. Everyone has one. The PROBLEM is… everyone lately is presenting their OPINION as if it is FACT. And this is causing more confusion and polarity than we ever expected possible on an ascension trip, because everyone is looking to others for the answers, but the answers are not matching up or jiving.

Welp, here’s the beauty, folks. We DON’T have to agree. The Ascension Trip is not going to be the SAME for everybody. Yes, we’re going to see repeating numbers as messages. They are not going to mean the same thing for everyone. And, how about this? They’re not even going to mean the same thing every time you see them. How’s that for a mind bender?

I keep seeing “the veil is getting very thin.” Yes, it is. Why? Because more and more people are in 4D consciousness (awareness of spirit) than ever before. Is this a good thing? Well, here’s what I’ve learned about 4D from the Akashic Records and also from exploring it in many, many lifetimes. The fourth dimension is the spirit dimension. There are 12 realms. That means 12 different types of 4D beings. Some are very loving and kind. Some are playful. Some are pranksters. And some are downright mean and nasty. The fourth dimension still holds duality and polarity and the root energies of fear and love and everything in between. Now by Dimension, we are not talking about another “physical place.” In fact, the Akash says that all the beings here are spirits. And they are right next to us, living side by side with us, but, until we are open enough (consciously and vibrationally [okay, so that’s not a word, but I’m using it anyway] we aren’t aware of them. Or perhaps we are only partially aware of them, through clairsentience (feeling) or claircognizance (knowing) or clairaudience (hearing) or even by smell, which is a common one. Of course, there are those who can see them quite clearly, but they can’t hear them or communicate clearly with them. And, again, that is because we are all unique and we have chosen which sixth-sense abilities we will have as gifts (natural givens) and which ones we will have to work to develop. Regardless, we are all waking up to our awareness of spirit, and that is a good thing because they can help us THROUGH 4D (we’re not staying to play; this time we’re just passing through) on our
way to 5D.

I’ve been hearing from many of my clients that they have been experiencing psychic attacks by malevolent beings. I have even experienced some weird and unexpected stuff lately, as well. And that is because we ARE being tested. Do we have what it takes? How will we react and respond to negative energy? It’s all around us these days. We thought we were through the woods, many of us, but then we ran into this HUGE WTF situation that has sent many of us reeling ass over elbow. What we thought we could fix with unconditional love, oneness and unity has seemingly… well… stirred the turd, rattled the cages and kicked up the hornets nests. And, I get it, the resurgence of hatefulness has collectively brought us down into sadness, hopelessness and defeat. Some have even decided to “fight back” with anger and resistance. Which is natural. For 3D and 4D conscious humans. We tried. But we’re just not there yet. We’re just not ready for oneness and unity. It was a nice dream. But the reality is…

… well, the reality is that we forgot how to lead by example. We forgot how to resist the temptation to respond with anger. We forgot that our true power lies in our blissfulness. Yes. Blissfulness. No, not ignorance. We are not required to watch the or read “the daily news.” (And we’re not even required to believe it!) We are also not required to agree to the “terms and conditions” of the 3D Matrix. We did not incarnate to play by the rules in this lifetime, my loves. No, we did not. We didn’t even come here to change the rules or create a “new system.” Let’s face it, systems are not inclusive, and they certainly don’t equally support everyone. Jobs are for slaves. Money isn’t real. And power is for the weak and fearful.

Wait, what???!!!

Power is for the weak and fearful? Oh, here we go. Ascended Master wisdom is kicking in.  Here it comes.

Yes. Power is for the weak and fearful. And this is what you absolutely MUST understand about malevolent 4D beings (and malevolent 3D beings, as well). Think about it. If you have love and compassion, that is all you truly need. Power… it’s an ego thing. And what is ego? Ego is fear. People who own guns “to protect themselves” are fearful. If they were not fearful, they would not need guns to protect themselves. And, of course, by being fearful, they are manifesting situations for themselves in which they will need to protect themselves. They will claim by owning a gun that they are no longer fearful, but this would be a false statement. They are fearful.

So this is much like the bully, the homophobe, and the narcisscist… we all know that they are insecure and fearful and that is what drives them to behave the way they do.

Indeed.

But yet we still allow them to somehow steal our joy… whether it’s through anger or fear or impatience…

All of those are fear-based feelings.

True. Anything that is not love, trust, joy or bliss is pretty much a fear-based vibration. I get that. So how do we avoid falling into that trap?

It’s simple.

It always is.

True. If it’s not simple, then the ego is involved and complicating it with fearfulness. 

Such wisdom.

There’s this song you listened to as a teen. You were thinking of it a few minutes ago. How did it go? “Girl, don’t go away mad. Girl, just go away?”

Yes. Motley Crue.

And so it’s like that; don’t walk away mad… just walk away. Just walk away. No need to get tangled up in the drama of 3D emotional mindsets or allow them to drag you down into lower vibration (and your vibration is ALWAYS your choice; if you believe otherwise, that’s your ego talking).

Yeah, if we choose to lower ourselves into those fear-based vibrations and put up a fight or argument or whatever, then we’re just spinning our wheels ’round and ’round. (RATT. HA!!)

We’re glad you’re having fun with this.

Yes! FUN!!! That is why we came! To raise the bar, raise the vibration, and help humanity rediscover the JOY of incarnation. I mean, I didn’t come here to get my ass kicked. So why are we allowing ourselves to lower in vibration? Individually and collectively? Over STUPID shit. Aren’t we (“lightworkers,” “wayshowers,”) ABOVE all of this? Don’t we know better? Are we not aware that, despite the chaos of the duality and polarity trickery, we still have wings? That we CAN fly high and still help others do the same? That we CAN walk away without being mad or sad or psychotically charged? Systems are for sissies, and we do NOT need to participate in it any longer. In fact, participating only prolongs the life of the 3D Matrix and it’s insidiousness.

Exactly.

Why would we do that? Collectively, I mean. There are way more of us than there are of them.

Precisely.

But they have weapons. Crazy, high-tech weapons.

Which they are not allowed to use. Starting forest fires with them to make you fear them was a cute trick, but, we ensure you, they are not allowed to use them against humanity.

What about all the poison they put into the air, ground and water.

Oh, the power of suggestion is a curious thing, dear one. 

That’s IT, isn’t it? It’s all power of suggestion.

Yes.

So bliss isn’t ignorance after all! Bliss is BLISS.

Exactly.

And there is no need to pay attention to the “warnings” because it is ALL fake news and fear mongering that throws us into malevolent manifestation mode.

Now you got it. 

I already knew this.

Of course you did. And so do all the other lightworkers and wayshowers.

So we avoid the trap by walking away from the trap.

Mm hmm.

Simple.

Indeed.

But what if we don’t see the trap?

You already know there’s a trap. Anything that is not love or joy or bliss or happiness, remember.

BLISSFUL bliss! You’re so right!

Thank you. We pride ourselves on it. 

I know there is a lot more that you can see from your perspective, and that is why I trust you all with the wisdom you share. Of course, I see a lot of people like myself… healers, wayshowers and lightworkers and whatnot… say things like, “Okay, I know that the masters say that, but that is not the reality we are living in here.” So what do you say to those who have sort of given up and resorted to these kinds of statements?

It would all run much smoother and more quickly if you all, collectively, walked away from the 3D Matrix and mindset and created your OWN better way of living (which you do see some brave trailblazers attempting, by the way) but some are still hoodwinked into believing they need governance and systemic structure for fairness and stability.

But none of the systemic structures are fair OR stable!

Well, only for the elites, of course. 

Exactly!

Which you ALL know. 

Yes. I don’t think there is a soul out there who doesn’t realize this.

So why do you continue to allow it? You incarnated with a huge soul group and extensive star family to change that. 

Right. And I didn’t come here to get my ass kicked by a crumbling system that’s on its last legs, either. But this team of peeps you’re talking about. This crew of crusaders… I dunno. I feel like they are waiting for something that is never going to come. Some “event” they keep talking about. Some tsunami of energy that is supposed to wake everyone up and magically make everything better. Well, SOME still believe that. But some don’t believe that at all anymore. Some have even walked away from their light work back into 3D slave jobs. It’s like they had some big romantic idea about this ascension process, but it didn’t happen quickly enough or in the way they expected, so they walked away mad.

We are aware of this. And, as we have said all along, YOU are the ones you have been waiting for. YOU are the galactics you have been waiting for… as starseeds, you came back to save yourselves. 

Why are so many not aware of this, then?

We call it 3D fog. To incarnate into the 3D Matrix, you agree to forget all you know, and you take on the hindrance of the human ego. 

So the higher vibration doesn’t really come from the cosmos, then, right? It comes from us, as a collective?

You do get SOME help from the cosmos. And spirit. Good spirit. And your multidimensional selves, yes. You’re all connected in that way. Once you reach 4D consciousness, you are able to recall both backward and forward, all the lives you are simultaneously living. The 3D Matrix enables you to slow down and focus on just one life at a “time,” but the matrix itself has been corrupted in the most malevolent ways.

And here I thought the word of the day was “gerrymandering.”

[Chuckles.] Yes, malevolent does seem to be the word of the day, does it not? Well, then, so be it. But, yes, the 3D Matrix has been corrupted and that is originally why many of you agreed to incarnate to it (despite the density and destructiveness of it all) as a means to upgrade it to something more meaningful and far less corrupt.

But then the 3D fog takes over and we forget why we’re here, and we fall into the fear-based traps…

True, but many of you do know, to some extent, why you’re there this time, as you’ve all been living awakened lives this time around, and, more than likely, for a few go arounds. 

By “go around” you mean incarnated lifetimes in the 3D Matrix?

Exactly.

Hey, speaking of that, (and not to change the subject or interrupt the flow… )

No, by all means, it’s your blog.

Thank you. I feel this is important, so I want to get your take on it. So there are some “lightworkers” out there who have been selling themselves as experts and making themselves out to be a bit more important than others. Not that this rattles my chain or anything; I mean, we’re all special and we all have work to do here that is important to the ascension of humanity or the matrix or whatever, but what can you tell us about that and this notion by some that there are only 144,000 who are meant to ascend in this lifetime.

Well, firstly, those 144,000 souls (ascended masters) have incarnated in multiplicity, so there are way more than just 144,000.

Okay, so, “incarnated in multiplicity” means one soul incarnated as several different humans living parallel lives within the same matrix?

That is correct. And, yes, you are correct when you say that you are ALL special with important contributions to make, so any one individual trying to sell themselves as “the one and only” or one of the 144,000, (and we are aware that there are many who are doing this) is simply suffering from a bit of egomania and not honoring our code of ethics.

Rule number one of 144K Club is that we don’t talk about 144K Club?

Precisely. We understand proclaiming identity for authenticity’s sake and to share credentials to give others confidence when seeking advice or wisdom, and that is fine. Knowing who you are at soul level is a great accomplishment, and, for those within your soul group you are in soul contract to assist, that is one thing, but to proclaim your identity as a means for power or manipulation, that is simply unbecoming of an Ascended Master. 

I just want to take a moment to say that even though I do know who I am, and I have shared my soul identity with others, I hope that I have never come across as manipulative or power-seeking. I don’t really care about any of that. My main goal is finding and sharing TRUTH. I have been given a number of opportunities to “go big time,” but I have declined. In fact, when I asked my higher-self for guidance on the matter, she said quite simply, “we don’t sell out.” And I was relieved, because I agree with that 100 percent. I don’t wish to be onstage selling “truth” or teaching webinars or seminars. That’s one of the reasons I don’t publish the novels I wrote. I don’t want to go on book tour. I prefer to stay humble and unknown, helping only those I am in soul contract to help. This is also why I don’t channel Pleiadian messages anymore. Especially if there is nothing “new” to share. (Not that I don’t believe in y’all, but you are me and we are ONE.) Anyway, that being said, I know that there a quite a few humble lightworkers and healers who have sort of backpedaled at this point on theories regarding “ascension.” Some are saying now that they don’t believe all of humanity will ascend in this lifetime. So I am curious as to what you have to share with us about that.

All are, indeed, meant to ascend in this lifetime, but it is up to each individual to do the work required to ascend. 

So it’s not an automatic, guaranteed thing, like some were touting a few years ago — some magical “event” that saves us all?

We already told you that you (humanity) ARE the “event.” We know that it is far more gradual than you all had hoped, but ascension can be MUCH quicker for everyone if they simply surrender their ego and move into oneness with their soul. But humanity hangs onto fear-based vibration and ego as if it is their life preserver.

I think the main fear is, “What if it’s not true? What if there is no such thing as bliss or oneness? What if what we got right now is as good as it gets?”

Ah. Yes. But you can never swim in the blissful waters if you continue to cling to the “life-as-you-know-it preserver.” What you’re describing is, of course, fear of the unknown.

Right. And then there is also that fear of getting a taste of it, and then losing it.

The only way you can “lose” your bliss is by allowing yourself to lower your vibration back down into fear. And why do that? For what purpose? Because it’s lonely in 5D? Because misery loves company? Because your comfort zone is the fear zone?

Well, being an empath, I do know that it is difficult to stay in high vibration when everyone around me is feeling cruddy.

So blaze a new trail and invite others to join you. If they want to remain wallowing in 3D, that’s not your responsibility, and you don’t need to wallow with them.

True. I mean, I said it before, and I’ll say it again. I didn’t incarnate to get my ass kicked.

I came to slay.

And by that, I mean, I came to help create something better for ALL of humanity, without fighting or violence or knives in the back, even if it is gradual progress, but slow and steady wins the race, aye?

So who’s with me?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Now TRENDing: #Twin-Flame #SoulMates# ~ Debunking the Myths (Part One)


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Have you noticed lately that some of the most non-spiritual people in your life – or on your “friends list” – are suddenly posting esoteric memes or using phrases like, “soul mate” or “twin-flame soul mate,” even? I mean, I’m talking about people who don’t even believe in reincarnation. When I started to witness this, I thought, “Oh, boy, here we go. #Twin-flame will soon be trending on Twitter. Time to consult with my Akashic Records and create a list of Frequently Asked Questions (FAQ).”

Because, let’s face it, we THINK we know what twin flames are and all that. But, when it’s all said and done, we really don’t. Some are still stuck spinning their wheels thinking their twin-flame soul mate is the ONLY one for them and that, even though they are estranged now, that is the person they will be with one day. And, until that day, they will drown in a sea of sorrow. This is the kind of mentality we need to nip in the bud, for it serves NO ONE. Trust me. I waited five years for my twin-flame to come back around, and even though we did reunite “one more time,” it did not last and was nothing but a huge disappointment. What I learned from it: I deserve MUCH better. And so do you. And this is why I challenged my Akashic team to set the record straight and get the truth about all these human-ego ideas we read about twin-flame soul mates when everything comes crashing down – even after we loved without conditions and took every exhausting “test” and “challenge” our twin flames threw at us, accepted every “mirrored reflection” they showed us and integrated it into our own unconditional self love and it still wasn’t good enough.

Most twin-flame gurus will tell you that you’re estranged from your twin flame because you “still have work to do,” or that you “need to work on yourself more; love yourself more.” Even after you’ve done all the therapy and loved yourself raw and you’re still finding yourself alone, you’re still thinking, because THE GURUS said so, that you can’t make it to 5D without a harmonious reunion with your twin-flame soul mate. You believe without this unconditional love for yourself and each other, you simply cannot ascend. Some may even try to tell you that the one you believe to be your twin-flame was actually a “false twin” or a “catalyst,” leaving you even more confused than ever before. That’s the last thing you need when you feel like you can’t breathe… can’t function… can’t even LIVE anymore.

So I decided it’s time for us to really dig for the truth about this twin-flame business. (See what I did there?) Using some of the “information” found around the internet that never resonated with me about twin-flame soul mates as well as some questions from my clients, I created the following list and asked for my Akashic team to please reveal the truth for all of us.

I asked my Akashic Records:

What are twin-flame soul mates?

Twin-flame soul mates are two souls that have split from one light being, much like identical twin humans have split into two beings from one egg.

Does every light being split into twin-flame soul mates?

No, not every light being does this.

Why do some beings split into twin-flame soul mates?

This is often done by beings who incarnate into a physical embodiment on a physical planet, such as Earth. The main reason is to have two aspects of the one soul – either both incarnated or only one incarnated while the other stays in spirit – to assist in the evolution of the soul.

Let’s focus on those who incarnate together for a moment. What is their purpose together? Why do they incarnate together?

Ultimately, twin-flame soul mates incarnate together to push each other onto the path of unconditional self love and to harmoniously reunite in unconditional love for each other. As far as mission or purpose to serve together once harmoniously reunited, it all depends on the contracts they make together before incarnation. They may also be in contract with other soul mates to help teach lessons to them. For example: the twin-flame soul mates incarnate on Earth as an interracial couple to help teach their respective families tolerance and love for other races. It can be as simple and complicated as that. At the same time, they may be in contract with one another to teach each other the same lesson and so many more that come along with cultural differences and learned prejudices. In short, the missions are usually to help teach unconditional love and bring peace to Earth.

Do twin-flame soul mates always incarnate with the intention of being romantic partners or sexual partners, and if so, why?

Mostly, yes. But some may choose to change it up and create some very challenging situations by being born to the same bloodline. Twin-flame soul mates mostly incarnate with the intention of being romantic sexual partners because there is a bond and a trust there like no other. The sharing of Kundalini energy is also very powerful, especially between twin-flame soul mates because of the sacred, spiritual bond that exists between them.

But wouldn’t this be much like having sex with yourself, in a way? Or your twin sibling?

With yourself, yes. Twin sibling, no.

Why would we want to have sex with ourselves, though? That seems a bit narcissistic.

Who do you trust most when it comes to such intimacy?

Why, then, if there is this sacred trust, is it so hard for twin-flame soul mates to stay together? Why is there always a runner and a chaser?

There’s not always a runner and a chaser. It seems that way, but that is not always the case. What creates the difficulty is the human ego entertaining the lower, fear-based energies. Each life experience is different. The difficulties and hardships faced in every life are what form and shape the ego-learned fears. It is possible to have two runners, just as it is possible to have two highly spiritual beings who are committed and willing to stay together through thick and thin. To have a constant game of chase in every life would be madness, and that is not every twin-flame story. We know that this is a common philosophy regarding twin-flame soul mates, and we would like to state that this is not the absolute truth; this is an ego-based philosophy based on a sampling or case-study of human experiences in your current now. It is not completely accurate.

Since we are on the subject of twin-flame myths, there is one floating out there that twin flames always incarnate as the same gender. What is the truth regarding this belief?

Not true. Although a specific gender may be preferred, all souls have incarnated as both genders numerous times.

So that brings us to a few more twin-flame myths. Some believe that the one soul splits into a masculine energy and a feminine energy. What is the truth regarding this belief, and, do the twin souls share one higher self, or do they each have their own?

When we talk of souls, what we are talking about is conscious energy known as light beings. They are genderless when not incarnated in physical bodies, and they have an equal balance of masculine and feminine energy. That is not to say that they don’t favor or project more of one energy than the other, however, which is the same for human beings. Each twin soul has its own higher self identity.

What about twin-flame soul mates who incarnate as the same gender together? Is their intention also to be romantic or sexual partners?

Yes, most of the time. These are usually more experienced and evolved souls who have learned that love transcends gender, and it is their mission to teach the younger souls incarnated on Earth this lesson – that love is love – regardless of gender, race, religion or culture. These souls are the strongest and bravest, and they usually incarnate with their twin-flame soul mate knowing they will need to rely on each other in such courageous efforts.

What about those twin-flame soul mates who cannot succeed in their union with each other? What happens to their “mission” they agreed to serve together?

They cannot complete their mission if they cannot overcome their issues to unite and serve together. Contracts can be rewritten, however, by the higher selves.

There is another myth out there that twin-flame soul mates must reunite in order for the souls to ascend into the 5D vibration. What is the truth regarding this belief?

It is not true. First of all, most souls are already of 5D vibration. Twin-flame soul mates incarnate together to assist one another in their individual soul evolution as human beings. The secret to achieving the 5D Christ Consciousness vibration while incarnated as a human being is self mastery and self love. Once the ego is tamed and the need to compare, judge and criticize (self or others) no longer exists, then it is time to move into unconditional love and complete and total acceptance of the self. Self love must be achieved by both individuals before unconditional love for each other can thrive. Unconditional love does not necessarily mean that the two marry or live together or even remain a couple; it means that they are able to love and accept one another as they are, and they are able to let go of old ego attachments to allow one another to be free and happy. For most twins, this does mean that they stay together as a couple. For others, it means that they lovingly let each other go and truly wish them well for the remainder of their journey without feeling longing or need for one another.

In the Twin Flame “guru” world here on Earth, some terms are being thrown around that only add confusion. The first is: catalyst. The second is: false twin flame. Sometimes the terms are being presented as interchangeable; other times they are presented as two different things. What can you tell us about catalysts and false twin flames?

There is no such thing as a “false” twin flame. There are some soul mates who will serve as “near” twin flames, to prepare individuals for their real twin-flame. The near twin will challenge those hang ups that may arise with your twin flame and help you hurdle some of the smaller issues to clear the way. The difference here is that you will feel this near twin is your soul mate until you discover your twin-flame soul mate and discover how much deeper you can go into love. A catalyst could be anyone, really, but usually is a member of your soul group who comes along to shake up your soul mate relationship so that you can move onto your twin-flame, but this really only occurs in extreme cases. Catalysts are not always necessary. Most go directly from the near-twin soul mate experience to the twin-flame soul mate. Some may confuse the actual twin-flame as a catalyst if the first reunion attempt is fast and furious and a failure (which is common if the near twin did not fully accomplish its mission). Catalysts are a one-time thing. There is always a sense of rockiness with a catalyst, so when the relationship is over, it’s over. There’s no going back, and both parties strongly feel this way. With a twin-flame separation, a constant longing is always felt by both parties and it cannot be shaken, despite the hurt they may have caused one another in their first reunion attempt.

There is still another myth out there that we have more than one twin-flame soul mate. What can you tell us about this belief?

It is true that higher selves create many aspects of themselves in physical bodies, so, in theory, there are individuals walking Earth (and other planets) who share the same higher self. Although it is rare, there are special cases in which an incarnate being wishes to discontinue its life, but the higher self wants to continue, so contracts are rearranged and that individual encounters another aspect of its twin-flame counterpart in the same life. We want to reiterate that this is extremely rare, but it is possible. For the most part, higher selves have already decided in advance which aspects will be paired together.

Why do so many people have problems with their twin-flame soul mates hurting them?

Sometimes it is contracted; most of the time, however, it is not intentional, but, rather a result of a lack of self love which can be manifested in many different ways, including addictions, (substance or alcohol, prescription drugs, tobacco, sex, pornography, pedophilia, food… the list goes on and on) low self-esteem, self-mutilation, self-deprecation/sabotage, mental illness, physical dis-ease and illness, anxiety, depression and more.

Some suggest that there are negative beings on Earth who want to prevent twin-flame soul mates from reuniting. What is the truth in this regard?

It is true. They are the ones who create obstacles we just mentioned to keep the human ego in lower vibration.

What happens when a twin-flame couple fails and separates and one is able to raise vibration into self love while the other is unable to rise and stays in lower vibration? Does this mean that the one who achieves unconditional self-love never gets the opportunity to reunite with his/her twin-flame for that incarnation?

In this case it is possible for those other aspects of the higher selves of the twin-flames to reshuffle and begin attracting to those who are of similar vibration. So those aspects who achieve unconditional self love begin pairing up, while those who choose to stay in lower vibration either find another aspect who matches their vibration, or they remain alone or settle for someone else who is not a twin-flame who is of equal vibration.

What if there is no match for the higher vibrating aspect to reunite with? What happens to that aspect?

This is where walk-in situations will occur. These contracts are usually in place before incarnation with soul group mates who are willing to “trade higher selves” if their own twin-flame union fails or if they have incarnated without their twin-flame (which is usually the case). The other option is for a twin-soul attract once unconditional self-love is achieved because this 5D vibration is the same as harmoniously reuniting with a twin-flame soul mate. Or the higher vibrating aspect will most likely be perfectly happy flying solo since there is really no need for a partner once unconditional self love is achieved.

What is a twin soul? How is a twin-soul different than a twin-flame?

This is the whole-soul twin of your higher self. One who is of higher vibration who has also achieved unconditional self love. You will find you have more in common with your twin soul than you do with your twin-flame and that your differences don’t matter at all; unconditional love is free-flowing and drama is at an all-time low.

So what is better, a harmoniously reunited pair of twin-flame souls or a reunited pair of twin souls?

If the twin-flame souls have each achieved unconditional self-love (which is the only way for them to be harmoniously reunited) then there really is no difference. It is about vibration. Soul mates will only attract to one another when they share a similar vibration; they repel when they are discordant in vibration. If one half of a twin-flame pair achieves the 5D vibration alone, that half automatically becomes a whole – with or without a partner who is an aspect of the other half. All are one, you see. So whether the 5D vibration is achieved with or without the other half, it is still a successful union into a whole for the half who achieved unconditional self love. It’s the vibration that counts. Not the union.

What happens to the lower vibrating twin, then, if the higher vibrating twin moves into union with a higher vibrating aspect or twin-soul?

The lower vibrating twin may move into union with another aspect who is a match in vibration or the higher-self may opt out and a walk-in situation may occur for that individual.

So what the heck is the twin-flame union even FOR then?

Twin flames serve as mirrors to one another, to show where there is an imbalance (between masculine and feminine energy) or to reflect those issues of self-esteem that need work for unconditional self-love to be achieved. The union is also usually a lesson in what unconditional love really is – as opposed to conditional or emotional attachments. Twin flame unions – whether successful or not – help awaken and guide each half toward the path to unconditional self love. Unconditional self love is what is necessary in order for the collective to rise and ultimately bring and maintain peace on Earth. When humans achieve unconditional self love, they no longer feel a need to judge, criticize, compare or compete. Instead they prefer to express compassion and compliment and help one another. And this is what Earth needs in order to heal and thrive.

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So there you have it, friends. Straight from the Akashic Records. For those of you ambitious enough to change your ways and raise your vibration, there’s not “just one” possibility in the twin-flame arena. There are higher vibrating options if you feel you need a partner to help “get you there.” For those of you flying solo, isn’t it nice to know that you can achieve the 5D vibration on your own by mastering human ego and achieving unconditional self love? And isn’t it nice to know there are those accomplished whole-soul, twin-soul counterparts awaiting you when you reach the summit if you go it alone? So why waste another day pining for someone stuck in low gear? Start loving yourself and raise your vibration so you can attract a healthier, happier life partner (who just happens to have the same higher self as that original twin-flame). Or why not just fly solo? You already have everything you need inside you, and once you achieve unconditional self love, you complete yourself and the 5D vibration. Who better to love you without conditions than YOU? Trust. Fly!

Attracting Your Twin-Flame Soul Mate


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Over the past few years, I have conducted several Akashic soul readings in which my clients have asked, “How can I attract my twin-flame soul mate?” The answers from their Akashic Records, although usually different in wording and style, all share some consistent advice, the top two being: raise your vibration and love yourself without conditions first and foremost.

Many people feel they should save ALL of their love for their twin-flame soul mate, but please allow me to emphatically express why this should NEVER be the case. First of all, twin-flame relationships are the MOST difficult you will ever encounter unless you are both highly spiritually evolved and fully vibrating with 5D Christ Consciousness (which, most likely, you are not). Secondly, twin flames will mirror to each other all faults, flaws, and fears that need to be addressed and eradicated before either of you can be spiritually evolved enough to fully vibrate at a 5D frequency. This is where ego usually comes in and destroys everything, which leads to the third reason you should love yourself first and foremost: the runner dynamic.

Each and every twin-flame relationship is comprised of two souls that have either split from one OR who are twin whole souls; opinions and theories about this differ from one self-proclaimed “expert” to another. Some say that one of the “twins” is more spiritually mature by nature and can “hold the light” or “flame,” if you will, while the runner twin continually abandons the relationship out of fear, emotional pain and immaturity. However, it is also quite possible that BOTH twins are not spiritually or emotionally mature to handle the high loving energy of a twin-flame soul reunion. And this is why it is SO important to work on YOURSELF first. You must raise your own vibration and to be able to love yourself first and foremost without any conditions, and, most importantly, without any fears of being completely alone for the rest of your life.

In other words, if you cannot find joy in your own company, who else is going to? And, if you cannot treat yourself kindly, who will? We do train others how to treat us by the way we regard ourselves. Now, this is not to say you must build yourself up into an arrogant egomaniac. On the contrary. This is not about the ego at all. This is about the SOUL, which is located within the heart. The ego, if you do not already know, is all in the mind. The ego is that nasty “handicap” your soul must battle as it tries to follow its Divine will or spiritual path. Ego will constantly argue for “free will” and “independence.” It will also keep you in fear. Of everything. And everyone. Even your beloved twin-flame soul mate.

So, yes, you will have a fight on your hands in the beginning. Taming the ego. Shutting it up. Shutting it down. It IS possible. It takes a great deal of discipline, however. And, not only do you have to ignore the persistence of your ego, you must also get in touch with your SOUL, and you must learn to not only LIKE yourself, but to actually LOVE yourself. You must replace every criticism from your ego with a sincere, loving compliment. And you have to convince yourself that you have NOTHING to lose with this transformation.

Once you finally silence your ego, you might even miss it… for a second. Until you realize that silence is not only enjoyable, but it is truly, sweetly DIVINE. You may even begin to hear the loving words and compliments of your own Akash, a collective of masters, teachers and loved ones, and, yes, angels and spirit guides. And you may even find it possible to actually… RELAX. You might find that every knotted bit of tension, no matter how great or small, magically melts away. This is the beginning of raising your vibration. Immerse yourself into this new, peaceful ecstasy. Trust it, for it is the true you, and the REAL way your life is meant to feel. Peaceful. Serene. Indulgent, perhaps? Immerse yourself into that luxurious indulgence. This is a very simple way to offer yourself the true, unconditional, pure love that you so rightly deserve. This is where you can begin to forgive yourself and let go of all those things you said or did on an egoic level that may have cost you friendships or created an icy wedge between you and your loved ones, be they life partners, siblings, parents, grandparents, or other blood relatives. Know that anything and everything can be repaired once you let go and forgive… not only them, but yourself as well. This is where self-love begins, by recognizing that all negative behavior resulted out of a fear-based energy that you are now rising up out of, physically, emotionally, and spiritually. And, because you do TRULY love yourself, you are raising your own vibration into that of higher consciousness, light and unconditional love.

There is an old saying that goes: in order to love others, you must first love yourself. I believe the same is true with forgiveness. In order to forgive others, you must first forgive yourself. Forgive yourself for snapping… for reacting… for judging. Forgive yourself for being afraid. Because that is where all conflict breeds… out of the lower, fear-based energy we on Earth have been living in for so long. So now it is easy to recognize that others were also afraid, and that is why they behaved the way they did. How can we not forgive people for being afraid? Fear is something we have all felt, so we can all relate on the same level.

Once forgiveness is accomplished, it is time to accelerate into a higher, more loving vibration. Love yourself. Entertain yourself. Treat yourself! Enjoy your own company. Raise your vibrations so high that you want to spend the rest of your life with yourself! And, once you have accomplished that, be so dedicated to yourself and raise your standards so that people will strive to meet them, rather than expect you to lower them.

It is true that all kinds of people are attracted to those with higher vibrations. Especially your twin flame. Just remember that until your twin is vibrating at the same high 5D frequency as you, the two of you most likely won’t be able to harmoniously reunite. In fact, you may reunite a few times and fail, but, as long as you love yourself for who you are just AS you are, it won’t matter, for you already have all you need. Your unconditional love for yourself is ALL that you need. Once you achieve this wisdom, you have already accomplished self mastery… which will only make it easier for you to continue on your own illuminated spiritual path of Divine will, full of detached unconditional love for your Divine compliment.

Make no mistake that while the two of you are separated, your twin will also be learning the same lessons about ego and the importance of self love. It is best, however, to focus on yourself and your own path. Successful separate journeys will eventually guide you back onto the same path as long as both remain heart centered and dedicated to loving the self as much as or even more than the twin counterpart.

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My Akashic Journey ~ Chapter Eight ~ Multiple Timelines and Simultaneous Lives, Oh MY!!!


So I’ve been minding my own business, working on a new teen trilogy idea and entertaining myself with the research when I’m not conducting private Akashic Readings and totally NOT thinking about what the next chapter of My Akashic Journey will entail. Although, I do admit, I did give it a wonder for a brief moment, but I figured I had some learning and growing to do before it would come together, as is usually the case.

I had decided that my young adult novel series will take place in Boston. I’m not even sure why – it was just a given. Didn’t even think twice about it. Which is weird because I have not been to Boston in at least 15 years, and, to be honest, even though I had a great time there in my college days, I don’t miss it much. But I do miss my college buddy and Pleiadian family member who lives there. And thank goodness she does, because she has been very instrumental in helping me decide what Boston high school my main character will attend and which neighborhoods are most ideal for the setting.

It was during our discussion on Thursday, July 11, 2013, that the beginnings of this chapter began to manifest when my Pleiadian sister said: “Forget Fenway. It’s all been rebuilt with high rises and is snotty. You could put them in an upper apartment on Queensbury. They could have tall windows overlooking the Fens out toward Mass College of Art and the Fine Arts Museum.”

Long pause for consideration. I had spent a LOT of time in that neighborhood walking my dog, shooting hoops, running the cinder track around the patchy football field. So close to Boston Latin, the oldest and most famous high school in the city, which was also the first school I thought my main character should attend, until I remembered it’s a private school.

“Wait!” my Pleiadian sister said, “Put them in a condo on the eighth floor of Charlesgate! You know the building and its history, so you can play with that!”

Whaaaaat??? They converted our old college dormitory into condos? Seriously?!

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I lived on the eighth floor the first couple months of my freshman year at Emerson College. The place was a total dump with nasty stucco walls that looked like plastered cheese curds and a lethargic elevator that never fully made it to the floor landing. I usually had to step up, or even pull myself up onto the landing from inside the elevator – until I got smart and started taking the stairs.

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“I lived on the eighth floor freshman year,” I said. “Totally haunted!”

I wasn’t keen on the idea. The old Charlesgate Hotel is massive. Just… HUGE!!!  I had been thinking more of an old factory loft-style apartment with exposed brick walls and majestic windows for my novel. Although I suppose that type of setting has been overdone.

What is really weird, here, is that I mentioned this very building in Chapter Seven of My Akashic Journey as Exhibit C of my guides’ presentation of information regarding multiple lives and timelines:

Then my guides show me Exhibit C, that ornate tile décor I noticed in my dormitory building at 4 Charlesgate East in Boston, Massachusetts, when I was a freshman at Emerson College. I recognized it immediately and realized “I’ve been here before,” with utmost clarity and certainty. Then I frowned. “But I’ve NEVER been here before,” I reminded myself.

I must admit that I didn’t really fully “get it” until Friday, July 12, when I began researching the building. I first started with the present-day stuff for my novel. If you Google 4 Charlesgate East, all kinds of realtor listings for available condo units pop up. And, yes, the eighth floor unit is currently available “again.” Massive renovations have taken place since I lived there in the fall semester of 1989. It’s nice and all, but hardly worth the $790,000 asking price for the 2 bedroom/2 bathroom,  1,003 square-foot condo. Unless you really enjoy living with perverted and temperamental ghosts, that is.

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As I continued to scroll through the Google listings, I came upon an interesting link to an article describing the old Charlesgate Hotel as “the most haunted building in Boston.” Built in 1891 by architect J. Pickering Putnam, the building served as a luxury hotel until 1947, then there are conflicting stories about it being a dormitory for female Boston University seminary students (THERE’s a contrast!) or a dorm for male BU students from 1947-1972. Maybe it was both. Twenty-five years is a long time span, so who knows for sure? Over the next nine years the building is said to have been a tenement building for “wayward types” until Emerson College purchased it for use as a dormitory in 1981. The building then sold, again, around 1994/1995 (more conflicting reports) and has since been converted into condominiums.

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So I read through a number of articles on these “haunted Boston” type sites. Some of the stories I read about the haunted happenings were familiar. Others were not. Most were far more over-the-top  than what I experienced myself (personal items shooting across my dorm room with great force, dead-bolted doors flinging open with a crash at two a.m., caressing and tickling feelings on my calves and thighs while lying in bed, and the clicking sounds of my roommate’s cosmetic cases being opened and closed while I was the only one in the room. She later asked if I had messed with her stuff because it was all out of place!)

When I moved from the very small eighth floor (every article makes a big deal out of the fact that the eighth floor cannot be seen from the street and some go so far as to say that it had been purposely built that way as a secret hideaway for mafia activity, but I always got the feeling the eighth floor was an addition, and not part of the original building) to the larger second floor, I began to hear more and more student accounts of ghostly encounters. One resident assistant spent most of her time sitting in the hallway because the negative energy in her room was too much for her to bear. Just telling me about it made the hairs on her arms stand up, and she showed me her goose bumps. Right around that time a story appeared in our school newspaper stating that several female students had reported a male ghostly figure dressed in black and wearing a black hat and cape getting fresh with them while lying in their beds. I believed it since I had felt the mysterious caressing and tickling nonsense when I was on the eighth floor, but it never occurred to me to report it to anyone, especially after my roommate looked at me like I had three heads when I told her I felt our room was haunted.

Even though I was only eighteen and from a small, rural area where I’d lived in a fairly new, one-owner home with no spooky history, I was pretty chill about all the spirit activity I suddenly encountered without warning. As I sat and thought about it on July 12, Scarborough (my higher self) communicated to me that Charlesgate was, actually, a portal.

Wait? What? A portal?!!

Yes, a portal to other dimensions and timelines.

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Okay, weird. The first time I had ever encountered that word  was when a psychic friend came over to my house to investigate all the wild spirit activity I had been experiencing at my current home in southwest Michigan. She told me she felt a “magic gateway” in my basement that dug down way deep into the ground and shot way high up into the sky, but also curved out, northward, toward the fireplace, and vibrated like a giant tuning fork.

“The spirits are attracted to it,” she told me.

Hmm. And all this time I thought I was on some kind of Native American spiritual site or burial ground. (Not in a “Poltergeist” (the movie) kind of way, but in a far more sacred feeling sort of way that is peaceful until a disturbed soul wanders in seeking my assistance.)

Another portal, I thought to myself as I stared at a photo of Charlesgate on my laptop screen. Some of the articles were going so far as to say that the architect, J. Pickering Putnam, had been rumored to dabble in the occult and that he had purposely designed the building with materials to attract dark energies. The movie Ghostbusters suddenly came to mind, and it all seemed so crazy. I searched for more information on the architect, who was a Boston Latin alumna (coincidence?) and a Harvard graduate who traveled to France to further his studies at The School of Fine Arts in Paris.

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Paris? Really? Coincidence again, I wondered as I stood and stretched. Suddenly a vision of the ornate decorative tile I recognized as an 18-year old flashed in front of my eyes. I shook it away and glanced at my laptop screen again. Architect. The word was the only clear thing on the page.

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“Architect!” I realized.

Oh. My. God.

I felt the instant connection. My twin flame’s Akashic Records said she had been an architect who designed the grand staircase on the Titanic. Was it possible she had also been this J. Pickering Putnam guy as well? And, if so… how is that possible if the Titanic sank in 1912 and her architect self was on the ship? How could she also be an architect in Boston designing and building the Charlesgate Hotel in 1891?

Ohh, here we go with the parallel universe, multiple timelines and simultaneous lives mindfuck again!!! Am I right?

Well, you know exactly what time it is now! Time for a My Akashic Journey reading!

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Okay, so, I know you are trying to help me make a connection to another life by showing me the ornate wall tile at Charlesgate right when I was reading the word Architect on my laptop screen. I feel  a correlation, so what are you trying to tell me, exactly?

The reason you recognized the tile and felt you had been there before was because you had been there many, many times with your husband who was, yes, the architect of that building. And, yes, the higher self of that individual, J. Pickering Putnam, or JP Putnam as he preferred to be called, was Ulron, the twin-flame soul mate of your higher self, Scarborough.

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Okay, so, in an Akashic reading I conducted for her last summer, my twin-flame was told that she had been an architect who designed the grand staircase of the Titanic, of which she was supposedly a passenger when it sunk in April of 1912. So, how is it possible that she was incarnated as an architect in Belfast, Ireland, working on the Titanic while, at the same time, incarnated as JP Putnam, another architect designing and building the Charlesgate Hotel?

They were on two different timelines. Parallel, yes, and happening simultaneously, yes, but on completely different timelines.

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How is that possible?

Well, there are many, many different parallel worlds, dear. We could try to explain it, but it would boggle your brain too much. So, for the sake of your sanity, just know that it is possible and happening on so many different levels with so many different fractals of your higher self that you could not even begin to imagine how it is all kept organized, but it is.

Okay, so, is it a computer program? Like, in The Matrix? Are we a bunch of Sims-type characters? How can you explain
it better?

We just told you that we can’t. It would fry your brain. And most humans don’t want to know. They are too busy being occupied by the system. Too interested in their own Sims-type games to realize they could really be living real lives if they could just unplug. But, what they are doing is very much like what your higher selves are doing. Running programs. Experimenting with different characters. But, actually feeling through these characters who are in physical bodies. But the idea was not to become so mind-centered that you stop living and experiencing. Yes, it is part of the program… to experiment to see how deeply rooted fear can immobilize an entire race. You remember the days when you, as a kid, used to go outside and roam and play for hours and hours with no parental supervision. You were free to explore your world. There were no simulated, computer programmed games to play. And your parents weren’t worried too much about your safety until you started driving their car. And really, then, they were more worried about their car or “the other guy on the road,” than they were worried about you. Not that they didn’t love you, but that their fears and worries were more about financial issues or you being a victim than you actually causing a problem on the road. Regardless, if you sat around in your room on your computer all the time, they would have been more worried about you than they were when you were outside roaming and exploring, and, yes, even driving their car. Because, just 30 years ago, life was very, very different. You were still expected to be socially engaging… or engaged… with people face to face. Not in chat rooms or through simulated online games. The whole idea of incarnating into physical bodies is to fully experience life through all or most of the senses. Many are no longer doing this for they have become so enslaved by the system that even their free time is consumed by the system.

It sounds to me like we are being treated like lab rats. What is the point?

To see if the lab rat cares enough about itself to free itself…  and the other lab rats.

Seriously? That is totally fucked up. And you wonder why so many of us are depressed and suicidal?

We know why you are. We understand fully. But we also know that you all have the power to change it. The question is, do you want to? And, if you want to, how are you going to go about it? Are you going to continue killing each other for power? Are you going to continue to allow a flawed system run by a few elite control you? Your lives? Your loved ones lives?

The problem is that we don’t know how to change it. We’ve got people channeling ETs who are telling us they are coming to save us. We’ve got these other groups telling us that there are some benevolent trusts that are about to gift us with prosperity packets so we, too, can experience wealth and abundance and finally live again. The problem is that this has been going on for years and nothing ever happens. Peaceful protests have been going on and on and on, but nothing changes much. We’re still enslaved by the system. How do we change it?

How do you stop abuse? You walk away from it. You have this power. All of you. Together. You have to disengage. You have stop lending your energy to the system. That is the only way out.

How do you end a game you can never win? You simply stop playing.

How do you starve a system that starves you? Easy. You cut them off. Collectively.

How do you disengage? You have to detach. Detach yourself from fear. Detach yourself from worry. Detach yourself from the lower vibrations that keep you dependent on their system.

We’ve heard all of this before. The majority of the collective does not listen or follow this advice. It seems like the majority of the collective is still deeply asleep. How is it the same or different on other timelines and the parallel worlds?

Each one is slightly different, since variance of outcomes are being explored and recorded. For example, right now, in a parallel universe on the very same timeline as yours, the Trayvon Martin case/Zimmerman trial has seen Zimmerman convicted to a twenty year sentence. Basically, some outcomes are the opposite of what you are currently experiencing regarding human rights cases while some remain the same.

Okay, so are all the people in that parallel universe exactly the same over there as they are here? With the same higher selves?

Some are participating while some are not. Some are the exact same identity “there” as “here” while others are different, but whether they are the same or different, yes, they all have the same higher selves. That is, IF they are participating in that particular universe on that particular timeline.

Okay, so, how does it work – the universe and timeline I am currently working from – are there more than one timeline within this “universe?”

Yes. There are several. We know it’s confusing. Which is why we don’t try to explain it too much.

It seems chaotic. How is it possible to keep it all straight?

The Akashic Records keep it all documented. If you want to keep going with the “lab” metaphor, think of the different timelines as “batches” or “groups” that were started at different times. So, your first group of rats started their testing six weeks ago. Your second group started five weeks ago. Your third group started four weeks ago. So, even though they are all going through a six-month test, they are slightly staggered and the circumstances are changed a bit despite running through the exact same program for the exact same amount of time.

What is the possibility of July 15, 1971 happening on another timeline right now in the same universe with me being born again as the same exact person while I am still alive?

It’s very possible. Or you could be someone different on a different timeline in the same universe, too. Or the same in a different universe on a different timeline… or the same timeline. The possibilities are endless.

What is the point of being the exact same person on the exact same timeline in a parallel universe?

Some higher selves would like to try the same “character” throughout the same time period with slightly different circumstances. It’s kind of like your video game analogy – using the same character to explore a new difficulty level within the same game.

Please explain to me again what the purpose is for higher selves to be living vicariously through so many physical beings on so many timelines all at once. What are they hoping to accomplish by doing this?

There are so many analogies we could use to explain this and none would be completely accurate, but we will do the best we can with the seedling analogy (although no one gets eaten in the end, so, again, like we say, not the best analogy).

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When you plan a garden, you plant many seeds, right? Four or five at a time within one hole. And you will plant several rows of the same kind of seed, right? Because just planting four or five watermelon seeds in one hole may only give you one plant. And that one plant may not even weather the storms long enough to bear fruit.

As you know, even with the same amount of water and sunlight and care, not all seedlings will sprout. The ones that do sprout may not mature. The ones that mature may not flower. The ones that flower may not bear fruit. The ones that bear fruit may not bear enough fruit. Or quality fruit. But the hearty, plentiful ones that bear plenty of quality fruit, those are the ones that truly nourish, right? And nourishment is what every soul needs. So, you know you need to plant a lot of seeds in order to actually nourish yourself. And this is exactly what the higher selves are doing, although they are nourishing themselves with experience – physical experience. They try to nourish you as much as they can so that you will grow and mature and bear quality fruit so that you, in turn, can nourish them. But they know all too well that in order to get the plentiful quality fruit, they have to plant many, many seeds all at the same time.

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Ah, so, there you have it. They are not timeline whores after all. They are farmers!!! All kidding aside, no wonder we hear so much of this “harvesting” language all the time. Now my question is, should we really consider it such a negative thing? I mean, we’re here participating for the highest good of our higher selves. Shouldn’t we want to be the tallest and strongest vine or stalk bearing the most plentiful, nourishing sustenance for our souls? Shouldn’t we just follow the Divine guidance of our higher selves rather than constantly fight against the flow of the current just to satisfy the ego’s insistence for “free will?” Isn’t that, after all, what causes all the complications and drama in our lives? Or is that what makes it “interesting?”

I know some would argue that not exercising free will would make us “puppets,” but, at the same time, isn’t the whole idea of this “game” to ascend INTO our higher selves by becoming ONE with them? Would that really be such a BAD thing? To actually WIN the game by ascending into our higher selves with the Ego setting on DIFFICULT?

Let your HEART answer that question.