Message to Our American Families from The Pleaidian Ring of 500 – Affiliates of The Pleiadian Council of Light


The original message from Peter came through on February 27, 2012, but I was hesitant to share it until I saw a video this morning (embedded at the bottom of this post) that proposed something similar. After further discussion with my Pleiadian brother Peter, I agreed to record his telepathic message on the subject. Although this message leans more toward Americans, I do think it can be applied globally. ~ Jen

Hello, Jen, it is I, Peter, your Pleiadian brother from The Ring of 500, Affiliates of the Pleiadian Council of Light. We are so pleased to hear from you how many people have delighted in our first message through you. We thank you and your friends who helped spread the message across your Internet system. As you stated to some of your friends, our first message was, yes, basically geared toward the newly awakened souls of your planet. We apologize for its length, but we felt the need to cover a lot of ground quickly. Jen, you have wondered about taking questions from people, and that would be fine, although we do not wish to wear out our channel too quickly! We have lots we wish to share with you, as you know, and several others within our group are very eager to talk to you and through you, as well.

The hot topic of the moment, as we are well aware, is the financial situation. I spoke to you last night about making the suggestion, and I know you were a bit nervous with the subject matter, but now that you have seen the video about the “I don’t pay” movement that is quickly sweeping your way in the United States after kicking off quite successfully in Greece, you have communicated to me that you feel more comfortable with the subject matter we discussed last night, so let’s get down to it.

Although you are witnessing many big bank CEOs resigning left and right across the globe, you need to know that those of you who are still cruising along with the “business as usual” attitudes, dutifully paying your bills and your taxes there in the United States of America…you are the very people who are keeping the financial elite alive and hanging on by a thread. Okay, maybe more like a pretty thick rope. You see, even though some of them have been cut off by larger, international lending institutions, their bread is still buttered by the profits they make from the money they have lent you and are collecting monthly – with interest. Yes, we are speaking of loans and credit cards. Those bits and pieces – mere scraps, mind you, compared to what they WERE hoarding for themselves in stolen, fiat money – are what continue to support these thieves who keep all their riches to themselves.

Now, if the money were real – backed by something substantial such as gold and precious metals, or gemstones, even, then we would hesitate to suggest what we are about to, be it considered a  somewhat unethical tactic. HOWEVER, if you have been paying attention and doing your homework, you know that most of the money that is loaned out by the Federal Reserve to the hardworking citizens of your country doesn’t even exist in most cases. So…that being said…and given what these immoral scoundrels have done to keep the majority of you in lack for centuries, we feel no guilt for what we are about to suggest. But, of course, it is going to take the majority of you to pull it off.

Here’s our suggestion. Cut them off. As much as you can. We’re not suggesting you put your home ownership on the line, of course. But, if you can get by without a credit card or two…or three or four…then stop paying them. Especially those with the highest interest rates. Student loans are another one to sacrifice. After all, they cannot repossess your education.

If this is absolutely out of the question for you, then consider filing bankruptcy on credit card debt if you are able. Although, do know, most big lending houses are insured for this sort of thing. But, again…insured with fiat money. But, still, somehow it continues to have value.

These are the small steps you can take right out of your very own home without having to spill into the streets or subject yourselves to tear gas at an Occupy event. And it will free up more cash for the more important things in life – while your cash still has any value, that is.

If enough people participate in this “I don’t pay” movement, you will see those with all the power crumble much, much faster. Again, it is a suggestion. Do know that a new financial system is on its way. There is nothing to fear in empowering yourselves in this manner. You will not be penalized for doing so with the new financial system.  The only folks who will be penalized are the elite families who kept so much from you for so long.

Remember, none of you were ever meant to experience such lack. No one was ever meant to live in poverty. Your rightfully entitled abundance has been stolen from you by a group of cold, senseless beings . It is entirely up to you whether or not you reclaim it.

We will continue to brainstorm on our end new and creative ways to assist you in reclaiming your financial abundance. We are still running numbers and other detailed scenarios on what a complete and total global work stoppage might accomplish for you. We realize it is extreme and radical, but so is creating $16 trillion out of thin air, if you know what we mean.

We wish you all the best, and, of course, to “live long and prosper.” Ahh, but we jest. In all seriousness, we do wish to let your audience know that, despite what you see as a dismal outlook for your financial sector, we truly do see brighter days ahead for you all. We can be a playful bunch at times, and for this, we do apologize, if any offense is taken.

Love and peace to you all. This is Peter of The Ring of 500, Affiliates of The Pleiadian Council of Light, signing off until next time. Nemaste, our brothers and sisters.

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A message to the Universe from The Pleiadian Ring of 500 – Affiliates of The Pleiadian Council of Light


The following is a telepathic message I received this morning from my Pleiadian family, also known as “The Ring of 500” who, I am told, are affiliates of The Pleiadian Council of Light. Please read with heartfelt discernment with the knowledge that telepathic channels can sometimes be garbled or misinterpreted by the receiver.

We are pleased, Jen, that you have invited us to share our views on the current state of the Universe with your friends and readers. We are The Pleiadian Ring of 500, Affiliates of The Pleaidian Council of Light. Our Ring of 500 consists of 250 pairs of Twin Flame Soul Mates. Our exact mission with the planet Earth is to bring our Twin-Flame energy to raise the vibrations on the planet and assist each and every incarnated soul on the planet to ascension, which is fast approaching. Although we don’t delve too much into politics, as we are spiritual beings, and we do not feel that politics or “financial affairs” are at all “spiritual,” we do understand what a large part these paradigms play in the “game of life” there on Earth. So, without further ado, we will share with you what we see from our “bird’s-eye view” of your planet.

First, allow me to introduce myself. I am Peter. I have been elected by your Ring-of-500 family to be the spokesperson for this particular communication. Reason being, it is my particular area of interest to follow the daily political and financial happenings and analyze their greater effects on our “ground crew.” I have an analysis team who helps me organize all of this information. We are constantly watching, reading, discussing, analyzing, and then reporting our findings to the Council of Light. Although it sounds like a hierarchical system, it’s really not. We consider ourselves a team of equals at all times, but each has volunteered to serve in their area of interest. Some of us have experience with politics and the financial system from “past” incarnate lives on Earth, and that is why we choose to follow, although we do not deem these categories to be “spiritual” in any way, shape or form.

Governance, of course, is necessary for order on your planet, but it currently is not handled in a spiritual manner that is good for the collective embodiment. The political world is skewed by closed mindedness that has plagued your planet for centuries now. This all goes way back to the shift of masculine energy and the movement of the patriarchs. By now, most of you know that these folks are not fully human. They only pose to be human. But they are driven by dark fourth-dimensional force to rule this planet, strip its resources, and enslave all of its inhabitants. This is why light beings have come from every inch of the Universe (billions of other galaxies) and incarnated on Earth as physical human beings – to assist in the awakening and ascension of this planet’s energy into the higher dimensional realms.

This dark force, which many refer to as “the Reptilians,” the “dark cabal,” the “Illuminati,” the “Elite,” and “the New World Order,” has been overwhelmed with the burst in population growth over the past century. Their answer has been, of course, to manufacture viruses and diseases to try to control the population, as there are so very few of them in comparison to the light workers who have descended en masse to overthrow their darkness and free this planet. They have also poisoned your food and water with things like arsenic and fluoride. Slow, silent killers that will eventually make human beings sick enough to pay a visit to the “doctor,” who is then paid by the dark forces to write you prescriptions for pharmaceutical medications that will only expedite yet another disease that will eventually kill you, but not before taking your money and the money of your health insurance company should you currently be so lucky to have one (Mexico and USA residents only; light workers in most other countries with health-care systems have secured national health care for themselves.) National health care is another story, of course, since there is a shortage of doctors in these countries to perform treatments and procedures that are perceived by their patients to be “much needed.”

Of course, this type of western medicine is all a façade. Once you ascend, there will be no need for this kind of “medicine.” You will all have the fifth-dimension capability to heal yourselves. Of course, first we have to get there. And this dark force is, of course, trying to stop it. The good news is that enough of you on Earth have awakened – almost on cue, even – to prevent them from exerting any further power over you. You now all have the power to free yourselves, and in many ways, you are already free.

The dramas that are being played out on floors of the global political arenas are just that – dramas. Certainly not reality at all. At this point, you should view these ridiculous displays of behavior as those of children playing “dress up” or “house,” as you called it when you were a child. Or, even better yet, view them as a comedy- of-errors type of stage play – for entertainment purposes only. You see, this dark force has many puppets playing their parts – puppets who don’t yet realize the game is over – and they have no intelligent guidance at this time. We’re sure you’ve noticed that their behavior is immature, irresponsible, and, at times, just plain insane. Quite embarrassing, to say the least. Many of us who have played our roles in the political arena in the “past” are quite embarrassed, that is for sure. It is also laughable at times, too. We can laugh now, because we know the majority of you view this behavior – especially that of the American political arena – as a complete farce and total joke and that the majority of you are not taking any of these political candidates seriously.

Yes, there are still quite a few who slumber, still and view these candidates to be “good potential leaders” of your country. No worries, though. Their numbers pale in comparison to those of the awakened. Fortunately for you, your Indigo children have served you well, for it is they who organized Occupy Wall Street, and it is they who sounded the spiritual alarm clock across your blue planet. Although some are still hitting the snooze button, the majority are stretching and yawning and throwing off the covers while select few have already had their morning coffee and have begun their necessary work. This is wonderful news for your collective.

Now, speaking of your “collective,” you may wonder:  what exactly do we mean by that? We are speaking of the consciousness of every inhabitant of your planet as a whole. As one. For you are all ONE. One collective consciousness. What IS consciousness? It is the combination of feeling and awareness that is collected from the emotional and logical (mental thought process) of each individual. Many of you (for too long now) have been operating solely from your minds rather than your hearts. Many of you think more than you feel and rely on logic more than emotion. This is a masculine energy effect. This is how masculine energy has dominated your various societies over several thousands of years. Your thoughts can be manipulated very easily, but your hearts…your hearts are your true center. No one – not even a fourth-dimensional dark force – can rob you of your heart-centered knowledge.

Eckhart Tolle has taught you that you are NOT your mind. That your mind is a tool. Like a calculator. Or a computer. It should only be used to help solve problems. Such as mathematical problems. Or scientific formulas. It can be used to reason, but many times this is abused, and you have probably talked yourself right out of heart guidance one too many times, which is why your planet is currently in the unhealthy state that it is in at this unfortunate moment.

As we said before, mind is easily manipulated. You are all highly telepathic beings. You have always been. But the messages coming in have not been benevolent. They have come from man-made religions, which are all controlled by the dark forces. They have come from your educational institutions – also controlled by these same dark forces. And they have come from your media who are – you guessed it – controlled by these same dark forces. When we say media, we are not just referring to “news media.” We are referring to ALL TYPES of media. Television programming, advertisements, movies, and, yes, even the music industry. All of those artists who have sold out to these dark forces for the money. They participate in the dark energy of greed, and they serve as puppets for the dark. You know who they are. They do not sing of anything that is not ego-centered. Their lyrics are full of hate and violence. Dark noise. That is all it is. And it is designed to control the minds of the people to keep them in that dark cycles of violence and abuse. And slavery. This is not art. It is not to be confused with art. Do not be sucked in by it. By ANY of it.

Our message to the masses at this time would be to take that time you sit and watch TV and put it to better use. Take a walk outdoors. Spend time in nature. Or use your talents. Paint, draw, write, tinker, invent. Whatever your hobby or favorite pastime is – go out and enjoy it. Unplug. Deprogram from the dark programming. Find yourselves. Find your heart centers. Shake off the dark. Breathe. Free yourselves.

Do not worry about the financial fiasco. Money is nothing. Unfortunately, at the moment, you’re all still stuck in “the game.” And it is best to view it like that game Monopoly. In order to stay on the board at the moment – to keep a roof over your head and food on the table – you must play the game. But your monetary system – globally – is currently of no more value than that Monopoly money. It is paper with numbers on it. And, in most cases these days, not even that much, given the overuse of electronic transactions.

What we say to all of you at this time is this: do not worry about the digits in your accounts. They mean nothing to anyone but the dark forces who still think their system – their monetary banking system – is real and viable. It is not. A new system is on its way. Several groups have come together behind the scenes to invent a new system. Only those that are founded on the principles of abundance for all will be considered. Pyramid schemes – Ponzi schemes – none of these types will be considered. There will be equal wealth for all. No one will ever go hungry again. For this is the way of the rest of the Universe. No other beings in this Universe starve on any level. No other beings in this Universe are treated as slaves. And none suffer from low self esteem. All are honored and loved and viewed as equal. There is a great peace that runs through the rest of this Universe, and planet Earth is being called home to that very same calm and reverent notion.

Many have referred to your planet as “Earth School” because of its current state of duality. It has been said that Earth is the only place in the Universe that light beings can go to experience the polarity energies of light and dark, and this is true. But this polarity has nearly destroyed your planet. And it has created a great deal of upheaval and unrest amongst the light beings, for the abuses they have suffered while on Earth in each incarnation has polluted their biomagnetic spheres and left them stuck in karmic patterns for which there has been little hope for escape. Or so they feel. This has proved to be very dysfunctional and unhealthy, not to mention disruptive, as it takes quite a bit of “rehabilitation” for a light being to overcome these abuses before they are able to move into a lighter state of being on another planet. Think of it as a “detox program.” This is what a light being must endure and successfully complete before it can move to another realm after it has spent time on Earth in the duality game.

This is all fully understood by every light being before it incarnates on Earth. That is why you are all often referred to as “the strongest of the strong” by many lightworkers there on Earth. It is like that show Fear Factor (which we find completely VILE, by the way). You are participating in something that you all know is going to not only be toxic to your physical bodies, but also to your own light bodies. And, still, you persevere, like soldiers going into battle (knowing the dangers and the consequences) for one honorable reason – to help this planet overthrow the darkness that has besieged her and tormented her.

And, the same way you watch contestants on Fear Factor, thinking “No WAY would I EVER do something like that,” half in awe and admiration and half in disgust, some light beings watch YOU the very same way. Yes, there are light beings who have never – and will never – incarnate into physical bodies for the very same reason you would never eat animal genitals or get into a tank full of poisonous snakes: it’s vile, disgusting, toxic and dangerous. And the consensus is the same: that person is either brave or stupid. Or, perhaps, both.

The majority of us, of course, view those of you currently incarnated on Earth as brave. Honorable. Wise. Intelligent. And, yes, even heroic. Because, unlike Fear Factor, this is not a “show.” This is a very necessary deed. And it is for the benefit of the entire universe. You are all there to clean up the toxins your planet throws out into the Universe. You are those very brave nuke workers who suit up and go down into the reactors, knowing the dangers, but you do it for the betterment of others. And that is the noblest thing any light being can do. For this, we admire you, we salute you, and we love you very, very dearly. That is why we see to it from our end that no harm will come to you. Especially during these tumultuous times as you watch all the “systems” crumble around you.

You are watching your governments self destruct. You are seeing monetary systems fall like the house of cards that they are. And you are seeing personal relationships all around you – and possibly even your own – fail. Fear not. These are necessary for the benefit of all. It may confuse you at this time. You may wonder, “how could this possibly be good?” But that is simply because you “think” you know no other way. Let us reassure you that you do. You know of MANY other ways. You know of many BETTER solutions. All you have to do is go within. Find your heart center. And remember who you are. For you come from many different galaxies throughout our Universe. You have all been “world leaders” at one time or another. Remember what we told you: you are the strongest of the strong. If you weren’t, you would not be there on Earth at this time. For THIS TIME is the most important time for the entire Universe.

We want you to think about something. Think about “the missing link” in Darwin’s theory of evolution. Why do you suppose there is a “missing link?” Some, of course, think it is because of creationism, and, in some ways, they would be correct. This, however, should NOT be thought of in a “religious” sense. When we say “religion,” we are referring to MAN MADE RELIGION. Those created by the patriarchy to control you and enslave you.

Now. Think of the many types of races on your planet. You are all “human beings.” All possess the same DNA. You all have red blood running through your veins. Although the pigment of your skin and physical structures and facial features are somewhat different, your human biological qualities are all pretty much the same. And you did not evolve from apes. As we can already anticipate the sigh of relief from the majority of the collective, we also anticipate the gasps to follow as we ask you to contemplate that you just might be created from the collective creation of other beings from other planets. Of course, this is not to say that “God” did not play a part of your creation, as the “God force” flows through each and every one of us. But we do ask you to contemplate at this time why there really is a missing link (and yes, there still IS a missing link because, as we told you, you did NOT evolve from apes).

Keep in mind that many of your “scientists” there on Earth are, like many others, “bought and sold” by the dark to report ANYTHING the dark sees as an opportunity to keep you believing in their religions and sciences. To keep you scared. To keep you subservient.

The truth is…your physicality was created by YOU. YOUR collective imagination and spirit. You are ALL ONE. WE are ALL ONE. And, together, with the help of the God force that keeps us united as one (collective consciousness) we have designed ourselves to be who we are and appear as we do in the physical world. Out of what, you ask? Consciousness. Imagination. And personal power. Yes, dear ones…we ARE that powerful.

Welcome to the TRUTH.

Now, we ask you…please…use your power to stand up…to speak up…and follow your hearts. FEEL. Leave the thinking and the mind games to the dark “cabal.”

YOU have the power to say no. YOU have the power to dismiss your “elected” officials who hold power and control over you. YOU have the power to defy “orders” from the dark. YOU have the power to stop all violence. YOU have the power to love. Now open your hearts, love, and ascend.

Peace to all of you.

I am Peter, affiliate of the Pleaidian Council of Light and The Ring of 500, and I represent the collective voice of your family from the stars. With utmost respect and love, I sign off and wish you all the very best as we watch over you with love and protection.

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My Akashic Journey – Chapter Four – One Powerful Connection


How do you know you have a very powerful twin-flame connection in a dualistic universe? When others are constantly getting in the way and making low-down dirty attempts to keep you apart.

Playing with fire.

When people will say anything and do anything — cross ethical and spiritual boundaries, even — to make sure you and your twin flame will never, ever reunite, you know you have a very powerful connection. One that endures all the adversity. One that laughs in the face of these petty little pawns and rooks who think they can somehow undo the connection or diminish the power with futile schemes and manipulative games.

Word to the wise ass: never, EVER fuck with incarnate twin flames. Or you will, undoubtedly, suffer third-degree burns.

Red-hot spiritual agenda.

Twin flame soul mates don’t incarnate together to have a hot and steamy love affair or the ultimate romantic relationship. They have been together for eons. Yes, they have a very deep, emotional soul connection, but it’s more than just that, even. They’re here with an agenda. A spiritual agenda. One that tests traditions and blasts social boundaries to smithereens. One that challenges humanity to expand their comfort zones and open their hearts.

For my twin flame and me, our agenda has always been to challenge social norms in the relationship department. In other lives, we’ve been interracial couples and same-sex lovers. And yes, we’ve even died for our cause. My twin flame and I have been murdered numerous times for our “forbidden love.” But when one is left incarnate to mourn the loss, we’ve never lost our connection. Through all the pain and turmoil, we are still bound, eternally and faithfully, by an undying, unconditional love. That is our promise to one another as light beings and physical beings. We are attached by silver cords and gold cords that can never be severed. Believe me. I know. I have tried.

Now why would I want to do that, you ask? Well, until I understood these cords could never be cut, I thought I could ceremoniously sever the energetic cords that bound us to stop the deep, constant pain of being separate. A spirit guide then approached and said, “No. Stop trying. It cannot be done.” And that’s when I learned of the silver (past life) and gold (spiritual attainment) cords that bind us as soul mates. And, still later, I learned we’re not just soul mates, but twin-flame soul mates, which is even more powerful.

Scorching synchronicity.

Just how powerful is this connection? Imagine every place you go, you get a synchronistic reminder. Maybe, as your mind wanders over memories of times you spent together while you’re driving somewhere, a song from that exact time (four years ago) suddenly plays on your favorite Top 40 radio station, and a car just like your twin flame’s pulls out in front of you or is driving toward you. It could be as subtle as that. Or it could be way more “in your face.”

For example, when I was dating someone new, who actually knew my twin flame and the make, model and color of the car she drove, we were both a bit freaked out when we walked back to her truck to find the same make, model and color car parked next to hers, TWICE, in two different locations ON THE SAME NIGHT. After that, whenever we were together, we saw at least one car exactly like my twin flame’s either on the road or in parking lots.

I began to notice that any time I was dating someone, even though my twin flame and I had been separated for quite some time, that these type of synchronicities — from songs to similar cars to initials on license plates and logos that reminded me of her — would dramatically increase,  along with dreams of her, telepathic conversations with her, and sometimes even astral body contact. Of course, nobody believes me, but it all happened. Sometimes even with eye witnesses who would then turn to me in disbelief and say, “My god, she still loves you.”

Just a heartbeat away.

I couldn’t deny that SOMEthing was still there. Whether it was love or just energy, I didn’t know. As cool as it was, it also sometimes felt like torture. I finally decided I needed to ask my Akashic Records about it. This is how the session went on Sunday, January 24, 2010:

Where does the energy come from that creates the synchronicities that remind me of my twin flame when I’m dating or with someone else?

The energy comes from her and your connection to her. It is sparked by thought — jealousy, rage, the desire for power and control. When your twin flame thinks of you with someone else, she wants you to remember her. To think ONLY of HER. She sends out thought patterns that create the synchronicities. It’s a form of psychic vampire-ness. When you are with someone else, it is more prevalent because the thoughts of you with someone else are torturing her mind. When you are not with someone, she relaxes and the patterns slow, so it is just telepathy you share.

So she creates these things with her mind alone?

Yes.

What are the things I am seeing and hearing — are they really taking place, or are they holograms?

Holograms? No. These things actually manifest. If they were holograms, your friends would not be able to see them.

How does my twin flame actually have the power to manifest these things into reality?

She is powerful. She will get what she wants. That is not to say she goes about it in the right or appropriate way. She has tons of magic up her sleeve. This is why she gets the women and keeps them attracted to her. She is enjoying the power trip. This is why you need to stay quiet.

Stay quiet with the telepathy, too?

Not necessarily. The telepathy being exchanged is with her higher self. It is better for you to communicate with her this way than in the physical. Keep her ego out of it. She is on an ego trip when she does these things.

Is she aware that she is doing it?

She is aware of what she wishes, but she can’t possibly know the results.

So, if I were not connected to her, then I would probably not experience the synchronicities?

True. Correct. Your connection to her is not one that can be closed or cut off, however. You are connected by silver cords and gold cords that keep your souls connected, always/forever.

What about the astral travel? Is that real?

Between the two of you? Of course. You’re travelers, and this is something the two of you do well together. It is why she equates to Superman — all the flying dreams she has. They are not dreams. They are actually journeys your souls take together when your astral bodies are free from ego. But this is why she identifies with Superman. The flying. The two of you have been doing this together for many, many eons — in and out of physical incarnation. It is what you will do together when you reunite, too. In many aspects, your souls will “fly.”

Why can I not feel her as strongly or see her astral body like I used to?

Her energy has been weakened by stress, prescription pain medications and sleep aids. They’re weighing her down. It will change when you’re back together. Healing will take place and medications will no longer be needed.

How can I believe in the telepathic messages she sends me when she says one thing and shows another?

You are connected to her higher self. The lower self is the one who is doing the opposite of what her higher self is saying to you.

Will they ever merge and be the same person?

Yes, of course. This is what you’re all striving for. It’s in that final lesson she will learn from the spell-caster’s descendent that she will find her higher self. You have no reason to doubt or be disappointed.

How will I ever be able to date or have a relationship with anyone without my twin flame’s energy interfering?

Why would you want to when you love her? When your heart is WITH HER?

Because I’m still not sure WHEN she’ll come around.

She’ll come around soon enough that you don’t need to worry about dating anyone else.

But I’m lonely.

How? She is right there, always a breath away. Just a heartbeat away. You will notice when she’s there with you. You hear a double heartbeat. That is her. Right there with you. There is no reason to doubt. She’s always been there. Even before you knew her or she knew you in this life. You are twin soul mates. It is like you are sharing the same womb.

So it is okay for me to continue assuring her I love her?

Absolutely! That’s what we mean by “holding the light.” She comes to you because she is seeking to be with you.

Even though she’s with someone else?

Yes. We told you. This woman she is with is nothing. Not a threat. Just a pawn. Your twin flame’s lower and higher selves both want you. That is their common bond. Her energy will never leave you. Not even in death. She wants to be with you. She tells you that over and over again. Do us ALL a favor and BELIEVE her. She travels to you every night to be with you — even when she is laying next to that other woman. Her heart is with YOU. Her soul is with YOU. Her BODY is misplaced at the moment, but will soon follow her heart and soul. No worries. When the time is right, she will return.

I have more questions about the synchronicities she manifests into reality. Is she literally thinking, “Make her see a car like mine,” or “Play this song on the radio now?” Is that how it works?

No. Not exactly. She might picture something in her mind, like driving past you. Or she may be thinking of a song that she wants you to hear, or even just thinking of a song that reminds her how she feels about you or the situation, and then it will play for you.

Resistance is futile.

Although part of me wants to chalk all this up to coincidence or “just my imagination,” the simple truth of the matter is that it’s not. All of this is really happening, and still happening, on a very regular basis. As much as I would like to walk away from it all, and just start a brand new life in a new town where no one knows me at all, I know in my heart the efforts would not change anything. This is why I choose to believe…and trust…and continue to have faith that one day we will be together again. Until then, the situation just really sucks. Well, for me anyway. Especially with all the games being played by manipulative souls who haven’t a clue what they’re dealing with. I know my lesson to learn is to not let ego freak out about these games, but, of course, being human in 3D density makes that a bit difficult 99 percent of the time. I suppose the day that I can observe another attempt by a dark soul to keep us apart and not react to it or worry about it will be the day that I graduate — in faith — to the next level. Believe me, I am looking forward to that day.

My Akashic Journey – Chapter Three – Reversing the Curse


Reversing a curse is no small task. And one of this magnitude, that has affected generations of families for over a century and requires what seems like a miracle to lift it…wow. I just don’t even know what to say about it, to be honest. Why I would get involved with something like this is beyond me. All I can say is that my higher self must be one tough, badass bitch who doesn’t back down or take no for an answer. Especially when I just have to sit here and watch it all play out.

In it to win it

Oh, you don’t know how many times I have quit. I’ve screamed. I’ve cursed. I’ve beat myself up. I’ve even hated myself for this. I’ve begged for an early exit. Beam me up. Let me go! I just can’t DO this anymore. It is NOT AT ALL easy. But I know I have to stay here and see it through. I have to somehow hold light. Send light. Forget the pain of it all as I wait…wait…wait…and wait some more. And fucking BELIEVE. Yeah. BELIEVE in her…somehow…some way…I still have to trust and believe. Even though everything I SEE does not jive with what my records say.  It’s gut wrenching. It’s heart wrenching. At times, it’s even faith wrenching.

I’m no Jedi. And even Luke Skywalker had doubts, right? Even after Yoda raised his ship out of the swamp, Skywalker said: “I don’t believe it.”

And Yoda said: “That is why you fail.”

So, yes, I must continue to believe in my twin flame. I must continue to have faith she will follow through. That is my role in this soul contract. Fortunately, with the combined strength of the Akashic Records, supportive lightworker friends, and shifting energies, my role is becoming easier these days.

Once more, with purpose

More and more of my surrounding friends understand that we are here to clean up this planet. Not just the physical damage to mother Earth, but the energetic pollution as well. That is why it is so important for my twin flame and I, with a little bit of help from the spell-caster descendant, to reverse this curse.

If you think of the planet as one huge mansion that needs a cleaning that no one team or crew can handle on their own, then you understand the importance that each individual cleans his or her own room, while we come together to clean the common areas. It’s, like, okay, you vacuum the floors, then I’ll mop, and our friend, here, will dust. Make sense? That’s why we have these soul groups with contracts. We accepted the responsibility to clean our specific wing.

Perhaps we were never connected to the families we chose to help with this particular cleanup, but we volunteered, nonetheless. We didn’t count on it being such a dirty job. And that’s just it. When we’re light beings, we’re all knowing. We’re clear on every role we’ve ever played since we began incarnating on this planet. And we’re born knowing, too. But the density of this 3D world makes us quickly forget. We always think it will be SO EASY. But it never is. And we have to find our way…over and over again.

Stop thinking; start feeling.

Fortunately, we’re all born with an internal compass. Our heart. And I’m not talking about the organ in our chest that pumps blood. I’m talking about our energetic heart chakra. The heart of our soul. Now, if we could just STOP THINKING and rely on our hearts, we would all be on our well-lighted spiritual paths.

And that’s ALL it’s going to take to reverse this curse. At least, that is what my Akashic Records say. Repeatedly. Check it out:

Akashic Record Journal Entry February 10, 2010

What is the final lesson my twin flame needs to learn from the descendant of the spell casters?

The lesson she is to learn is not complex. It is a simple one, indeed. It is her lower self that is making this lesson difficult. Logic is getting in the way of the heart. She is not following her heart. She is afraid to follow her heart.

So the lesson she needs to learn is to follow her heart and not her head?

Exactly.

How can we ever get her to do that?

“WE” cannot. It has to be her own realization. Her own desire. She has to find her own way.

How, though? What needs to happen for her to realize this?

Once again, she will suffer great loss. That is what it takes for people to finally wake up. It takes great loss for people to have a new outlook on life — to appreciate it more — to try to find meaning in it all.

Akashic Record Journal Entry April 7, 2o10

What is my twin flame’s purpose to the descendant of the spell casters?

To provide her with the opportunity to teach your twin flame the lesson she needs to learn to release the Karmic debt for the spell caster family.

What is the lesson she will teach my twin flame?

To follow her heart — back to you.

How will that help release the spell-caster family’s Karmic debt?

The spell-caster family will finally be sending the Freer family LOVE instead of darkness and hate. This act — this sacrifice — releases the curse.

So the spell-caster descendant must have entered this soul contract with us, is that correct?

She did. She agreed to it.

So it is all predetermined?

Yes.

Any of us could opt out at any time, though, correct?

Deal breakers will only cause more pain, trouble, darkness and despair.

What can I do to ensure this all comes through as planned?

Have faith and hold the light for your twin flame. And her girlfriend. Trust that they will follow through. Keep talking to your twin flame. You both have this telepathic gift for a reason.

But only her higher self hears me.

It all downloads eventually. The stronger and more frequent the communication, the faster it will download. Things will all work out. She hears you. She just thinks it’s her imagination right now.

How can I convince her otherwise?

Strong, frequent communication. Send the thoughts. Send the light. Keep talking to her.

What do I tell her?

That you understand why she’s with the spell-caster family’s descendant. That you know it’s all part of the plan. That you trust her. That you love her. That you know she will return when the time is right. She needs this reassurance. She needs to know you believe in her. You can’t be angry at her for this. You have to let go of the anger and the hurt. This is what you all agreed to. Accept it. She’ll be back.

You have work to do together. Remember that. This blissful reunion between you and your twin flame will provide you with the power to be the word + the vision. Never forget that. It is YOUR purpose, once the two of you are together.

More on this word + vision business

Friday, January 22, 2010

Why would my twin flame return to me?

You’re stable. That’s what she needs in a relationship. In a partnership. Stability. You will nurture her. You will help her grow. The spell-caster descendant cannot help her do that. Not spiritually. And this is where we need you — where the Universe needs you — to help your twin flame grow spiritually so the two of you can fulfill your prophecy together.

What is our prophecy?

The spiritual truth. The word + the vision. That is you and her. You are the word. She is the vision.

Okay, but what are we to do, exactly?

Words + Vision = Truth. The Cancer and the Aquarian. She needs you. You are her Mary Magdalene.

[Author’s note: I know, I know. Insert SNORT, here. Eye rolls. I did the same thing. Ugh, puhleeeze! This is what prompted my next sarcastic question…]

And she is Jesus? [Eye rolls]

Something like that.

The Age of Aquarius? The New Age. Is she the Moses/Jesus of the New Age? [Author’s note: I later learned this is also known as the era of “Christ consciousness,” which is for all of us to obtain, not just a select few. It IS a matter of choice, however. And, no, you don’t have to be “Christian” or belong to a “Christian” church to
obtain it.]

You both are. You both will be. Leaders of the New Age.

But we’re such peons.

No. Not even close. Royalty. Light royalty. Remember, Jesus was the son of a carpenter and a carpenter himself. He was a simple man who taught the simple truth. You are the teacher. She is the illustrator. Together, your message will reach MILLIONS. You cannot do this without each other. You NEED each other.

What if she doesn’t believe it?

You’re not the one who will convince her. Remember, we told you, this isn’t your fight. She will come around when she is ready.

Well, she did say years ago that we would make a great team.

As business partners. This is so much more than that. This is global, New Age stuff. This is the ESSENCE of what 2012 is all about.

Quitters never win. Winners never quit.

I know people will read this and think, “She’s out of her mind! Call the little white truck.”

That’s okay. Won’t be the first time folks have said this about me. What’s important now is that I’m surrounded by true friends who say, “Makes sense to me! What can I do to help?”

My response: Don’t let me give up.

I came here with a purpose. I remember who I am. I know who my twin flame is. I know what kind of power we possess when we are united. We are magical. And together we can help heal the world. Pray for us to reunite, and we will show you.

My Akashic Journey – Chapter Two – The Family Feud


Awakening to purpose

I quickly discovered that opening the spiritual door is like opening a dam. Holy shit! Talk about a floodgate of information. I’ve always had a very strong sense of clairaudience, which Merriam-Webster defines as: the power or faculty of hearing something not present to the ear but regarded as having objective reality.

I’ve been hearing spirits, guides, angels, etc., all my life. Kind of creepy at times, but I’m used to it these days, and I’ve learned it’s usually just a spirit asking for acknowledgment or help. Sometimes I acknowledge them. Sometimes I don’t. It all depends on their attitude. If they are dark or negative, I burn a little white copal, and call in Archangel Michael to assist. If it’s something I feel I can handle on my own, I engage in conversation. After all, it’s what I’m here to do, and I accept that now, with a sense of duty.

Despite being used to “hearing the call,” so to speak, I was still surprised on January 20, 2010, when the Akashic Records summoned ME.

Hearing the call

It was a day like too many before it. I woke sometime around 9 AM, and leisurely surfed the ‘net while I sipped my morning coffee until I was motivated to make myself breakfast. Ah, the life of being unemployed. While standing at the kitchen sink, a thought crossed my mind about the hometown of my twin flame’s new girlfriend. It was the same as my father’s, and most people usually claimed the closest larger city as their hometown rather than this tiny little burg. It made me wonder…and as soon as I started to, I heard the clippity-clop of horseshoes and the rattle of the antique wheels of a horse-drawn wagon. Black and white images of a pre-automobile era flooded my minds eye. What the — ?

“Open your records, and we will fill you in,” a familiar voice of the Akashic Records said.

Wow, I thought. They don’t mess around!

Disclaimer

I could go on and on here about my beliefs and doubts regarding spells and curses and black magic to try to save face and credibility and all that, but, you know what? After years of being made fun of and laughed at…I really don’t give a fuck what anyone thinks of me anymore. I’ve experienced enough darkness in my life to know that negative energy DOES exist, and whether it was created by a spell, hex, curse, or powerful ill wishing doesn’t matter. The simple truth is that we are ALL made up of both light and dark energy. We may gravitate toward one or the other from life to life, depending on the circumstances and our soul contracts before we incarnated. It’s almost like choosing your character before starting one of those quest games — whether it’s a video or board game, they’re all kind of similar. You choose your characteristics — strengths, weaknesses, powers — and you play a role. And, once you’re in the game…shit happens, right? So let’s just look at it that way.

We all know that the current era we’ve been living in is one of polarity. Duality. Light versus dark. And some may even say positive versus negative. Fine. There are others out there who say there is neither good nor bad, only light or dark, love or fear. That’s a nice, neutral way of looking at it. If you can stay neutral in the density of duality, that is. Most of us living in the 3D world find this difficult. We want to take sides. Let me say this right now: I’m not asking you to. I am simply sharing the information provided to me by my Akashic records regarding these two families my soul group and I came here to assist. Not so much to save the families from the darkness that plagues them, but more so to clean up the negative energy emanating from them that is polluting the planet. There are huge crews of lightworkers here on Earth at the moment who have committed to do just that — transmute dark energy to light. The key point to remember here is that no one is going to do it for us. WE have to remember who we are, why we’re here, and follow through in cleaning up the manmade messes we promised, as light beings, to purify so that we can move into the new era all shiny and squeaky clean.

Okay, hopping off my soapbox now. On with My Akashic Journey…

Forgive them; they know not what they do

Here is how the reading began (I have replaced the name of the actual black magic family with “spell casters” and the name of my twin flame with “twin flame”)…

Akashic Records journal entry date: January 20, 2010

Okay, so you have summoned me to open my records today. Can you please tell me why?

There is nothing to fear. You are a seeker of truth. We know you can handle this, as you have always KNOWN the truth. Yes, the Freer side of your family has been under a curse. A curse that goes back to your great grandfather on the Freer side of the family. Your mother mentioned this curse to your empath coach Michael.

[Author’s note: In the summer of 2009, I began working with an empath coach. Before our sessions he would go into deep trance to access information about what energies I needed to clear. In one particular session, he surprised me by saying that my mother (in spirit at the time) contacted him and told him about this dark, negative energy that had plagued my father’s side of the family for generations and caused great depression among all the descendants of that particular couple. It was unknown, at that time, where the energy originated, but Michael said it was through no fault of their own.]

The Freer family had great pride in themselves. The spell-caster family did not. They go back with roots and ties in and around your father’s hometown. This is a Pagan/Christian war, yes. But it’s deeper than that. There was conflict between the two families. The great grandfathers. Over land and horses. The Freers spit on the spell casters for their refusal to believe in God. The spell casters did not believe in God. They believed in witchcraft. The dark kind. How do you think they got their name? This is why we told you that your twin flame’s girlfriend was dark. She comes from a long line of darkness. Black magic. Your twin flame is in danger.

How do I help her?

You can’t. This is NOT YOUR FIGHT. This is your twin flame’s fight.

You will win because you believe in God, a higher power, and the light. You are OF the light. You have battled your family curse and won. You have broken the spell against you cast by the dark family through the help of Michael. Be grateful for Michael. He DID help you. He will continue to help you by holding you in prayer.

A psychic friend recently told me “Things are not as they seem regarding your beliefs.” What did that mean, exactly?

It meant that she doesn’t know anything about you. You were shielded by the light so she could not look inside. You are a tough one for psychics to read because you are so guarded. By royalty. AS royalty. Light royalty. A long line of lightworker descendants. Your Uncle Clare, he recognized himself as a lightworker. He was the only one who got close to breaking the spell. He recognized it in you, too. Your Uncle Jim saw it, too, at your mom’s funeral. The ones in the Freer family who mock are still afflicted by the curse and the darkness.

So what does ANY of this have to do with my twin flame being with this spell-caster descendant? I mean, if the curse was broken…why would my twin flame get into a relationship with her?

This is Universal Karmic payback to the spell-caster family.

Something doesn’t feel right about this.

The records are open, and this is truth.

Why am I feeling discomfort in my heart chakra?

It’s a lot to take in. That is why we are trying to simplify it; to avoid the massive discomfort information like this can sometimes create. It is never fun to learn of family disputes, feuds, wars, and curses. There is some residual negativity floating around — hooks in your aura from the pain the curse has caused and also the pain of your twin flame being with the dark one. For now. It’s not forever; it will only last as long as your twin flame allows darkness to overcome her.

Does my twin flame’s girlfriend know about this feud/”curse?”

No. It died with her great grandmother. The spell casters were younger than your great grandparents. A foolish young couple playing with witchcraft fire. They did not understand how their actions would affect generations of descendants with this powerful curse. You’ve known about the curse for quite some time now. You joked, but deep down, you knew it was true. The spell casters hold a powerful dark energy. Freers were of the light, but shrouded in darkness until now. Your willingness to be born into and fight for this family has brought great light. First you fought the battle withIN the family. Then you fought the battle AGAINST the family — with the help of your mother and Michael. Saint Paul. Look him up. He once was on the dark side and moved to the light. Saint Paul is not a reference to your brother — it’s you. You moved the family from the dark to the light by lifting the curse. With the assistance of your mom and Michael. You’re a lightworker soul who accepted this challenge for the greater good. Not just for your own soul, but for the family. This is why you are light royalty. You will be rewarded for it — after Karmic Justice is served.

Your twin flame accepted this challenge, too, because she, too, is a lightworker soul. She knows her assignment, and it is a safe one for her to complete now that the Karmic energy has been released. She will not incur Karmic debt.

This could have been accomplished as early as January of 2000 — ten years ago [when Archangel Zadkiel said Karma had been lifted from the planet].

There was still too much residual Karma floating around. It wasn’t safe or wise at the time.

So will my twin flame hurt the spell-caster descendant?

No. She will learn her last lesson FROM the spell-caster descendant.

I guess I don’t understand how that will serve Karmic Justice. Can you explain it to me?

All souls are working together to push each other closer to the light. The spell-caster family owes you. The spell-caster descendant will teach your twin flame her last lesson that will send her home to you. Remember, this is not your fight. Just hold the light.

Wrestling with the dark

As you can see, it’s been nearly a year since that reading. While I’ve been trying my damnedest to “just hold the light,” it hasn’t been easy. Not in this dense, 3D environment where it seems darkness is growing ever more vicious as we lightworkers wrestle in vain to illuminate the planet with love and light through forgiveness, prayer, faith, hope and optimistic affirmations.

Many times I have felt like just giving up. My twin flame is still stuck in her patterns, and I cannot break through due to the rule that I am not allowed to contact her. It feels much like being bound and gagged while I watch her being tortured. I am powerless, and I often wonder, WHY did I choose this? I came here with a Karmic balance of zero. No debt at all. She came with a heavy load. I did not have to incarnate, but we chose to do this thing together, to allow her the chance to pay her Karmic debts and to assist in the cleansing of the planet and reuniting our twin-flame soul-mate energy to help raise the vibrations for the new era and help heal those who find this awakening painful.

New age spiritualists and channelers say that, with this flood of new energy that has showered our planet through the 11.11.11 and 12.12.11 portals, we will ALL begin to awaken and remember who we are, who we’ve been, and why we are here. I have awakened early to be a “wayshower” for those who are just now beginning to rouse. Don’t hate. It’s no easy job. But I chose to do it, before I ever incarnated, and I am a keeper of my word, so I will honor it by holding light and love and faith that we will ALL follow through with our promises.