How to program your pendulum


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So you’ve done it! You’ve taken the plunge into self-trust and acquired yourself a pendulum. Awesome! Pendulums, when programmed and used correctly, can help you learn to trust your intuition.

I’ve met some people who say they cannot get a pendulum to move for them, and that is simply because there is too much fear energy that is blocking the trust that is necessary to receive guidance from the higher, wiser self. It could also mean that the pendulum has not yet been programmed and doesn’t know what direction to flow to answer those important questions. In that case, here are some steps to follow.

Cleanse and clear your pendulum

Your first step in procuring a pendulum is to clear it of all previous programming and energies. There are many different methods to clearing energies from crystals and pendulums. My favorite go-to is to place my pendulum or crystals on a bed of Citrine crystals, as shown in the above photo. Citrine is a meticulous cleanser. I also keep my pendulum in a black drawstring pouch with a Citrine point to keep it clean between uses.

If you don’t have a Citrine point or bed, you can simply hold the pendulum or crystal in your dominant hand (the one you use to write with) and say, “I clear you of all previous energies and programming,” and then blow on it. I usually give it three powerful gusts of my personal wind before I’m satisfied.

Program your pendulum

When it comes to programming your pendulum, you definitely want to state your intentions, and you also want to make sure you are in charge of where the information is coming from, so it is important to clarify this in your programming ritual.

Hold the pendulum in your dominant hand and say:

“Pendulum, I dedicate you to the greatest and highest good. I program you to only share absolute truth from my highest self.”

Of course, you can add whatever else you want to your programming intentions.

Giving your pendulum direction is always advisable.

Some people will ask their pendulum to show them a yes answer, then a no, allowing the pendulum to decide, but I personally feel this is offering a divination tool too much control and that doing so invites tomfoolery. Remember, YOU are in control, so it is up to YOU to decide which way your pendulum swings to indicate a yes or no answer.

For me, a yes answer swings toward my chest and away. A no answer swings sideways, from shoulder to shoulder. The “generating an answer” motion is always circular.

There is also possibility for strong and weak “maybes,” and this can be helpful when there are too many variables around an answer to get a solid yes or no. For me, a maybe answer swings diagonally. A strong maybe, or “maybe, leaning toward yes” swings diagonally toward my right shoulder and away. A weak maybe (leaning toward no) swings diagonally toward my left shoulder and away.

You can program your pendulum to swing whatever directions you choose for your answers. Simply hold your pendulum and swing it the direction you choose for a yes answer and say, “This direction indicates a YES answer.” Do the same with your chosen “no” direction, stating, “This direction indicates a NO answer.” Repeat the same with your maybe answers if you choose to include them.

Dowse for answers

Once your programming is complete, you are ready to begin dowsing for answers. This is where you’re going to switch hands. Your dominant hand is for sending energy and programming crystals and divination tools. Your nondominant hand is for receiving energy and information.

Hold your programmed pendulum with your nondominant hand and start with simple questions for which you already know the answers to get your pendulum moving. If you’ve never done this before, it may take your breath away the first time it moves for you. Been there.

Remember, this is NOT weird. Humans have been dowsing for centuries, and, if your pendulum moves for you right away, you’ve most likely done it before in another (or several other) lifetime(s). That being said, try to keep your breathing calm and steady, and relax your arm and hand and body as much as possible. Keep your pendulum aligned with your heart chakra.

Some dowsing experts advise to hold your dominant hand underneath the pendulum while dowsing. Others say dowsing over a Red Jasper gemstone will give you more accuracy. I say do whatever feels right and works best for you, but truth does come from your heart, not your lower solar plexus chakra, so definitely keep your pendulum aligned with your heart!

Precautions

If you notice erratic swinging, jerkiness or abnormally fast responses from your pendulum, there may be some interference from tricksters. The answers will also seem inconsistent, and you may feel heaviness or dense swirling above your crown chakra. This is where you want to call on assistance from your preferred protectors to help clear the energy and cleanse your pendulum before continuing.

Don’t allow this type of energy to intimidate you. I’ve been dowsing since 2008, and I cannot tell you how many times my crystal pendulums have broken, cracked or shattered. This is why I now use a sterling silver pendulum, but I have found it mysteriously disconnected from its chain several times since I started using it in 2009. What can I say? Tricksters gonna trick!

If you choose a crystal point pendulum, it will be super important to cleanse it after every dowsing session, especially if it is a darker crystal, such as Amethyst.

You may also find it helpful to build a protective shield around you, ask for protection, or hold or surround yourself with protective light or crystals when you dowse.

Personally, I access the Akashic Records before I dowse. This moves me into the higher frequencies of the protective energies of the sixth dimension – the dimension of innocence and truth. I have experienced far more accuracy since I began doing this
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Tips for questions

You will notice it is easier to receive answers for questions that are not emotionally charged. If there is strong ego or emotional attachment driving the questions, it is best to hold off asking until feelings are less intense.

Yes/no questions can sometimes be vague, so if you find you are receiving inaccurate answers, this is an indicator that you need to get more specific or rephrase your questions. This is why I often ask a question three different ways before I am satisfied with an answer — especially for clients.

I have found the greatest inconsistencies when the word “will” is used in the phrasing of questions, so be conscious of this particular word and how you are using it, and let me know if you run into similar issues of inconsistency.

 

 

4D Problems? 6D Answers!


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Since the accelerated awakening of the Third Wavers, there seems to be a lot of confusion and disinformation in regards to dimensions, consciousness, and our galactic brothers and sisters (and, of course, the Reptilians).

I have read things people have written about 6D and 7D beings messing with them and “evil 5D beings.” This makes absolutely no sense to me given what I have learned from the Akashic Records and my own Akashic team. As I understand it, a Dimension is not a physical place or plane of existence, but many think that is the definition of “Dimension.”

I have asked the Akashic Records some questions about the Fourth Dimension to give all of us better understanding from the 6D (Dimension of Innocence and Truth) perspective.

What can you tell us about Dimensions to help clear this up?

When we talk about Dimensions, we are referring to frequency, vibration, consciousness and the plane of existence, but Dimensions are also not exclusively compartmentalized for multidimensional beings. Some matrices support an overlapping or, “expansion pack,” if you will, for growth and evolution, so this is why/how you can have 5D consciousness and vibration within a Third Dimension physical place/plane of existence. For example, Earth was originally a 5D plane of existence that supported third-dimensional physical embodiment, as well as fourth and fifth dimensional states of consciousness and vibration. Fourth dimensional consciousness for humans is awareness of spirit and the spirit world. Fifth dimensional consciousness for humans is unconditional love, trust and a sense of oneness for all beings living within the 3D, 4D and 5D planes and focuses on service to others.

Could an “evil spirit” or “demon” live/exist on a 5D plane of existence?

No. The highest supporting dimension for negative energies is the Fourth Dimension. There are REALMS within the Fourth Dimension (for example, the Devic Realm, the Angelic Realm, the Fairy Realm… there are 12 realms within the fourth dimension) and this could be where the confusion is coming from. The Fourth Dimension is quite vast, and it still includes the two root energies of Fear and Love as well as Duality and Polarity. This is why you experience so much confusion from the beings of this realm. They can be helpful and destructive, deceitful and truthful… this is why it is so very important to NOT get caught up with 4D beings because, just like human beings with 3D – 4D consciousness and vibration, they can turn on you without warning.

Okay, this is an explanation I received from a client:

“Lucifer/Pindar and the 5 archons are 7th dimensional. There are 5D spirits (demons) like the one that was attacking me in December and the ones that followed. It’s more like the same power/energy/strength as what we’re calling 5D ascension. They certainly aren’t in any kind of love. Our higher selves (as in you and me) are 9th dimensional. Go ahead and check in the Akashic records. There is probably a terminology mishap, but I’m sure you can get more clarity with this starting point. Our concept of being 5D and 9D is a level of consciousness. These things exist not in consciousness. This is my higher self’s explanation, but he looks forward to more Sherlocking on this from you.”

How would you correct this?

 The terms “Dimension” and “Dimensional” are being used incorrectly here, so, yes, there is definitely a terminology mishap here. Lucifer/Pindar and the 5 Archons are not 7th Dimensional or 7D. They are 4D in vibration, consciousness, frequency, and the Fourth Dimensional plane is where they live, within the Demonic Realm. While they do have great power over 3D and 4D beings (we are referring to consciousness and vibration in this sense, and this includes humans and the 4D beings of the 12 Realms within the Fourth dimension), they cannot ascend any higher in vibration or consciousness, therefore they cannot live in any higher plane of existence other than 4D.

So you are saying that it is not possible for a 4D being to have a consciousness level or vibration/frequency higher than 4D?

That is correct.

Then why are human beings capable of rising into 4D and 5D consciousness and vibration if we are born in 3D?

Because human beings have multidimensional souls. 4D beings do not. Or, if you want to get super specific, 4D beings are spirits without 3D bodies. Human beings have both, but 4D beings can only shapeshift in and out of 3D physical bodies (or possess them for a short purpose) if they need to. Some of the craftier 4D beings have taken to cloning physical human bodies to “wear” as their 3D “costume” to trick and deceive.

Okay, okay, now we’re in that “weird section of YouTube…”

Yes. But your human consciousness can handle it, because humans ARE multidimensional and are capable of expanding their consciousness and vibration between 3D and 5D… and some even higher once they are connected with their higher selves or merged into oneness with their higher selves.

And you’re saying that 4D beings cannot move into higher consciousness, vibration, frequency or into any higher plane/realm of existence?

Correct.

But you said that they are souls. So, as souls, why can they not move about like the souls of humans when they are not embodied in the physical? Why can they not expand into higher consciousness or vibration? Are they trapped? Quarantined?

Some are trapped and/or quarantined in the fourth dimension; particularly the lower vibrating beings who instill fear to dominate and control, such as those in the Demonic Realm. These are lower vibrating beings who show no signs or desire to rise in vibration or expand their consciousness. Others, like your fairies, nymphs, woodland elves, and etc., this is simply their world. They created the Fourth Dimension; it’s their home and their world.

You mentioned an Angelic Realm in the Fourth Dimension. I thought (and I feel) that the angels I work with are a much higher vibration than 4D. How are they the same or different, and are the angels also trapped in this 4D Realm?

No, angels are the only exception (aside from humans’ astral bodies passing through) for the this realm within the Fourth Dimension, and what you have in the 4D Angelic realm are angels descending from higher dimensions to access the 4D and 3D planes in order to shapeshift into human form to work a miracle or save a life. Ultimately, all angelic beings are using this 4D realm to assist humans.

 Are there any “bad” angels, or angels with lower vibration? There are some people out there – like fundamentalist Christians – who believe angels are “fallen” or negative in some way – like deceptive trickster beings.

You have to remember that the trickster beings are the lower vibrating 4D beings who can present themselves as ANYthing – including angels – and make you believe they are good. But there are no “bad” angels. They WILL battle the lower 4D beings, though, to keep humans and animals safe from harm. Angels are the only extraterrestrials who have license to intervene within 3D and 4D planes of existence for positive results. The rule, however, is that they must descend to a denser 4D vibration in order to perform Divine interventions.

Ooo. I have so many more questions about Angels and Divine Interventions, but I will save that for another blog. Okay, so… in the example my client provided above, discussing the 7th Dimensional beings (who are really 4D beings) what word would you replace “Dimensional” with?

As far as we can assess, it seems that the term “dimension” is trying to convey a level of nastiness or power, so “degree” would be more fitting terminology, here, given this is the terminology they use within their own secret organizations. It’s a “D” word, though, and we do not wish to create further confusion between Dimension and Degree, so perhaps there is another word that could be used to distinguish between the two, such as “magnitude”

Another question for you regarding ascending and descending the dimensions. You say that the 4D beings can shapeshift into 3D beings; does that require them to lower their vibration in order to do so? And, if so, how does that affect their consciousness level?

Their consciousness level (which is 4D) remains the same. It is their frequency that must lower (or slow down) in order to take on a 3D physicality. When we are talking about frequency, we are talking about the speed at which the atomic and molecular structure are moving – the slower the speed, the denser (more solid) they can become. Think of water freezing and becoming denser and moving from liquid form to solid form, and you get the basic concept.

For humans, then, it is a bit different. We are 3D physical beings with consciousness levels that can range from 3D (awareness of self/service to self) to 4D (awareness of spirit and 4D beings) to 5D (unconditional love and oneness/service to others) and possibly higher, but we can only remain in physical form (unless we are astral travelling, of course). Am I correct in my understanding?

So far, yes. There is a lot more available to you as you continue to rise in consciousness and vibration.

Are humans who are conscious and vibrating 4D frequencies able to shapeshift, too?

This is extremely rare, and that is because humans are limited to consciousness/awareness of the Fourth Dimensional spirit realm in order to communicate with their spirit guides, higher-self, star families/soul group mates. Humans are not meant to stay and play in the Fourth Dimension; it is only meant to serve as a gateway, or corridor, to the true human state of consciousness and vibration, which is 5D.

Then why do we have such a difficult time rising into and maintaining this vibration?

Old programming and conditioning keeps many humans trapped in the fear-based 3D ego mind.

 I have experienced many different types of 4D beings in my lifetime. Some good. Some bad. Some good and bad. Some of them seem to want to scare us out of 4D consciousness, and I understand that is because these are the beings who are controlling (or were controlling) the 3D matrix, and humans are easier to control when they are kept in a fearful, “unawakened” state. So, my final question to you is for those who are experiencing the interference of 4D beings. What is your advice to them?

Our main advice is to not fear them. That is what they want, but there is no reason for you to fear them. While some of them may be able to create physical destruction, they cannot physically harm you. Dropping into fear vibration only attracts more of them. Living in fearfulness, doubtfulness, or insecurity, even, attracts them as well. You must be energetically responsible with your reactions to their shenanigans, as well. As much as you may think or believe you are not responsible for how they make you feel, you actually ARE responsible for your own feelings and emotions. You have a choice when it comes to your responses to these beings. Think of them as the playground bullies who pounce on the passive kids. This is not to say that to avoid them you must “act tough.” Not the case at all. Simply keep a raised vibration. Shine your light. Love vibrations and light repel them. In fact, when you live your best life in your highest vibration and share your love and light with others, you become quite untouchable to them. This doesn’t mean they won’t try to bring you down while you are assimilating to your higher vibrations; they will, but, if you respond with love and light rather than anger, annoyance or fearfulness, you will experience far better results. Just like schoolyard bullies, these beings are operating from a place of fearfulness. Those with more light and higher vibrations actually do have more power, and this is what they fear most – losing their power over you, which is why they attack. Similar to schoolyard bullies, the less reaction they receive from you, the more likely they are to leave you alone.

When I was first experiencing a high volume of spirit action in my home back in 2008, I attended a Psychic Development 101 class in which the instructor told me to spray salt water around all the windows and doors while making verbal statements claiming my property as mine and demanding they leave. I was instructed to then smudge the entire house (around all windows and doors, and especially in all corners high and low) with a burning wand of white sage. I did this a few times, and it was a temporary fix, but, eventually, as I raised my vibration, I found it less necessary, but I am wondering what your opinion is about this type of “sorcery?”

It’s definitely a 4D response to a 4D problem. Remember, the only way to resolve a 4D problem is with a consciousness and vibration higher than the one in which the problem was created. This is why, as you raised your personal vibration, the bothersome spirit activity subsided. You were no longer afraid of them. And, yes, we do recall their final trick of levitating that lantern four feet above the floor and then allowing it to drop as you turned to look. Your response was priceless: “Cool trick!” We applaud you for that. That was ever so frustrating to them, and, yes, they left for good at that point. Such a brilliant response! You showed no fear, and you complimented them on their talents. That’s love.

Yes. It was at that moment that I knew I had arrived on the cusp of 5D consciousness and vibration. It has not always been easy to maintain, and it takes time and practice to develop stamina, but it certainly is worth the effort!

Not every experience or spiritual journey is the same. If you are struggling with 4D interference in your personal spiritual journey, consider a Personal Akashic Reading to get sage advice from your personal Akashic Team. I’ll be happy to help you connect for the answers you seek.

Call of the Child: A Parent’s Intuition


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Before they are born, some little souls are already communicating with their parents, or perhaps their grandparents, siblings, aunts, uncles, or, in some cases, even potential adoptive parents.

Ten years ago, I watched the movie America starring Philip Johnson and Rosie O’Donnell, a film about a boy falling through the cracks of Michigan’s Foster Care system. At the end of the film, the actors introduce a website called AdoptUSKids. I visited that site often over the past ten years, and, just last fall, I finally found him… the little soul I knew would eventually be tugging at my heart strings at some point in my life.

I showed his photo and profile to my spouse, (who was my fiancé at the time) and we both gushed over his fabulousness. A few months later, when I finally inquired about him, I began receiving all kinds of synchronistic affirmations by seeing his first name everywhere I looked and even some sporadic communication from the little guy. One day, after the inquiry and during our beginning stages of the adoption process, my spouse came home with tears in her eyes, telling me she was working away when our little guy appeared to her in a very clear vision.

“I’ve never had a telepathic vision before!” she said with joy.

“I guess he’s truly the one, then,” I replied.

She agreed with an enthusiastic nod.

Although he disappeared from the AdoptUSKids site midway through our process, which, I kid you not, took nine months, he truly was “the one” who prompted us to initiate our journey to become a licensed foster care home and approved by Samaritas (which advocates for same-sex couples, YAY) for adoption.

Although that was my spouse’s first clairvoyant telepathic communication with a living being, it was not her first communication regarding a new addition to her family. Over 20 years ago, she had a dream of her mother (who had transitioned to spirit at that point) holding a brown-eyed, brown haired baby girl. Shortly after she had this dream, her sister wanted to share some news, and my spouse blurted out: “You’re pregnant and it’s going to be a brown-eyed baby girl.”

Of course, her sister was taken aback that she knew she was pregnant, and even more surprised that the brown eyes precognition was accurate. Her next three children were all born with blue eyes, so this was a significant detail exclusive to her first child.

Before I met my spouse and learned about this premonition dream she experienced, I only knew of one other, which was a dream my niece’s husband had when she was pregnant with their first child. He said his future son came to him in a dream and told him exactly what to name him – first and middle name. It was super unique, and he was even adamant about the spelling of his first name. I told them this was the soul of their son speaking to them and that they definitely needed to name him what he requested in the dream. I could feel it had a super spiritual meaning behind it. I was very happy when he was born and they named him exactly what he asked them to and stuck with the spelling he requested. He’s a very sweet rainbow child.

As I mentioned in a previous blog, there has been a recent surge in client questions regarding pregnancies and soul contracts with future children, so I am coming across more and more amazing synchronistic experiences that are being shared with me. I asked a couple of my clients if I could share their stories in my blog, and they happily agreed.

One client wrote to me after she received a reading from me regarding a pregnancy question and said:

“I was imagining having a little girl and immediately the name Tabitha popped in my head. So weird and random because I don’t know anyone with that name or even particularly care for it. I was intrigued, so I Googled it, and it apparently means ‘Gazelle.’

“So my son wakes up from his nap holding a toy and saying something. I couldn’t understand it. Then it clicked! He was holding a gazelle and saying ‘Gazelle.’ My son who was barely speaking a few months ago! Isn’t that strange?!”

She asked me if I thought it might have ANY significance. My immediate response, without hesitation, was: “It HAS to be!”

So I asked her Akash about Tabitha, and this is what they said (actual names removed and replaced with anonymous terminology):

“Tabitha is a soul mate from your soul group that both you and (your Twin Flame soul mate) are in soul contract with to bring into incarnation. (Your son) is already familiar with her, and she spoke through him (when he said ‘gazelle’) as confirmation. She is letting you know that she is ready whenever you and (your Twin Flame) are ready, but there is also no rush. Tabitha is the name of her higher-self, by the way, which is why it came to mind as you imagined yourself having a baby girl.”

So here’s an example of a soul waiting to come into incarnation already communicating telepathically with her future mother and brother. Amazing!

Around the same time this was happening, another client asked if she and her husband were still in contract to bring another soul into incarnation or if anything had changed. When her Akash confirmed the contract was still on, she asked if the soul had a name.

Her Akash replied with this answer:

“She identifies strongly with roses; her soul name is Rosalita. Any name with Rose (or Rosa) in it will be appreciated and fitting, although Rosanna and Roseann are not desired names.”

My client wrote me back after she reviewed the reading and said “The amazing alignment from that reading brought me to tears!”

I was curious, so I asked her if she had been experiencing rose synchronicities lately.

She said: “Rose is the name I chose over a year ago for a daughter if we were to have one! Rosie!”

Wow! Just WOW!!!

Ironically, (or perhaps not) while I was writing this little ditty, I received an email from our foster licensing worker asking if we might be able to accept a sibling pair into our home for foster care. Later, when we were on the phone squaring up details, I told her I was working on a blog titled “Call of the Child” when I received her email. She was FLOORED.

It may be something; it may be nothing. Regardless, it literally happened while I was writing this blog, and I took it as a sign to say yes to these two boys in need of temporary guardianship. Whether or not they actually arrive is irrelevant at this point, for I have read many foster parent blogs that say 50 percent of the time they don’t show up, but, if they do, I will shower them with unconditional love the entire time they are in our care.

So, how about you, my beloved readers? Got any similar synchronistic stories to share about incoming kiddo communication, be it from spirit or the kiddo souls themselves? Please feel free to share your experiences in the comments below! I’d love to read them!

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The Pencil


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I’m not sure what’s up, especially since it’s not quite spring yet, but I’ve been receiving a lot of pregnancy questions from clients lately. It’s interesting because, up til the past few weeks, I’ve never had anyone ask their Akashic Records if they are straight-up preggers, but as soon as one asked, I suddenly had three more asking questions about pregnancy as well. I haven’t yet asked my own Akash what has inspired this sudden trend, but it brought up memories of my mother and her excitement about pregnancies.

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When I was a kid, my mom used to whip out this weird trick whenever someone in the family was pregnant. She’d take a pencil and stick a threaded needle into the eraser end, creating a makeshift pendulum (although I don’t think she knew that’s what it was; she always referred to it as “the pencil”) and say, “C’mon girls, let’s do the pencil and find out how many you’re gonna have and what sex!”

Give her a break, if she were still alive today, she’d be 83, and, in her day, there was no such thing as ultrasound or gender reveal parties. Just “the pencil,” which, by the way, was pretty accurate for my sisters in law.

The way it worked was fascinating to me at the time. It’s very similar to the way a pendulum works, actually. The difference was that my mom held the pencil pendulum over the wrist (palm facing upward) of the pregnant one. The pencil circled and then moved into either a vertical or horizontal swing, then circled again and moved into another vertical or horizontal swing. This continued until it came to a dead stop after the final pregnancy. A vertical swing indicated a boy and a horizontal swing indicated a girl. The series of vertical and horizontal swings seemed to include miscarriages, and “the pencil” only worked on women, which I found to be super freaky.

She did this pencil parlor trick on me several times, and it always said the same thing: two boys and a girl. Dead. Wrong. I’m 47 and married to a woman, so, at this point, I think it is safe to say that I will never become pregnant, nor have I ever wanted to! That doesn’t mean, however, that I never wanted to raise children. My preference was to foster or adopt older kiddos, which is something my spouse and I are in the process of doing now. So, who knows, maybe “the pencil” knows something about the souls I’m in contract with to adopt later in life. Or maybe it doesn’t work accurately if you’re not pregnant at the time of the dowsing session? I’m not really sure.

Out of curiosity, I found a pencil a couple nights ago and stuck a threaded needle into the eraser just like my mom used to back in the day, and called on my spouse to expose her wrist.

“Which one?” she asked.

I really don’t think it matters, to be honest, but we tried it out on her left wrist. The pencil took off into a strong circular pattern right away, and then swung vertically across her forearm, between her palm and crook of her elbow. (Boy.) The pencil circled again, then another vertical (boy)… then again and another vertical (boy)… then another vertcial (boy)… and then it stopped. Four boys???

Next we tried the same thing using my sterling silver pendulum. Same results.

Then we tried it on my wrist using my pendulum. It started out the same as it always did for my mom, indicating two vertical swings (two boys) and then a horizontal (girl), but then it circled again and indicated a fourth vertical (boy). What???

So then we tried the pencil on my wrist. Same result as the pendulum. Two boys, a girl, and another boy. Flabbergasting!

By the way, this little pencil parlor trick of my mom’s was always met with jaw drops, so, to clarify which direction signified which sex, she always had someone else hold the pencil over her wrist to show everyone the three boys and one girl everyone knew she had. Worked accurately every time.

I’m not sure where or how my mom learned to do this little pencil trick. I always thought it was a family thing passed down from generation to generation, but never really asked. Has anyone else ever heard of this kind of thing? Please share in the comments below! I’d love to know the origins of it!

Perhaps it would be a fun little baby shower activity? Have fun with it!

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I didn’t incarnate to get my ass kicked; did you?


It has come to my attention lately — over the past year or so — that many “lightworkers” have become quite a bit jaded and cynical, even. Bitter, maybe? I dunno. Anyway, this is why I have moved away from posting positive messages from our Pleiaidan Ascended Masters (yes, many of them are from the Pleiades, and, no, I’m not going to argue with all the know-it-all newbs about this fact, which comes directly from the Akashic Records, which I have been reading for over eight years and trust far more than some hyper-accelerated third-wave person on an ascension trip).

Here’s the truth… just because you’re suddenly “woke” does not mean you have all the deets or facts or truth, even. Many of the newly awakened are in their initial stages of 4D consciousness, and they want to say they are 5D, but yet they are still so tangled up with ego that they post comments all over the interwebs that make them seem very troll-ish.

Frankly, it’s a chaotic MESS, and most of the time it seems not even worth approaching because, for me, it’s a waste of my precious time and energy.

Here’s the T (which means “truth” for those of you who do not follow Rupaul’s Drag Race): we are ALL on unique and SEPARATE spiritual journeys. What Tom experiences on his ascension trip (yeah, this is my new favorite phrase for “spiritual path/journey”) is designed specifically for Tom by his Akashic Team (Ascended Masters, Teachers and Loved Ones in spirit and his higher-self who are in soul contract to assist Tom and ONLY Tom). Now Dick might experience some similar things on his journey, and he might be more of an A(hole) type personality, so he is going to INSIST that he knows EVERYTHING about ascension trips and he may THINK he is “more woke” than Tom, so he is suddenly going to start coaching Tom in a way that is not at all comfortable or even jiving with what Tom feels is going on within his personal, uniquely designed journey.  (Starting to sound familiar? Or do we need examples?)

YAY! Examples! Okay! Let’s say, for Tom, he feels that 11:11 has something to do with the Law of Attraction, and that when he sees this number (everywhere, ALL the time) that is a reminder to him to keep his thoughts and feelings positive so that he can “attract” or, better yet, “manifest” the life he desires. Well, along comes Harry who insists that 11:11 is all about the Twin Flame soul mate who serves as a “mirror” to him to reflect the things he needs to work on (or let go of) in order to surrender his ego and become one with his soul. Dick, who somehow manages to ruin every good thing that comes along for him in the romance department (and blames it ALL on his counterpart, of course) INSISTS that there is NO SUCH THING as a TWIN FLAME, and launches into a diatribe debunking every Twin Flame theory known to humanity. And Dick’s the expert cuz, you know… he’s been there and done that already. Fell down that rabbit hole, which was a quicksand to H E double hockey sticks. Which doesn’t exist, by the way, but Dick does a great job of creating it for himself.

So now everyone is perplexed and ready to just forget this whole spiritual path thing because no one can agree on anything and what it all means. And this is why I have always HATED organized religion and group stuff when it comes to spirituality or… well… ANYthing, really. Creative Writing workshops. Peer edits. Okay, I digress, but you get it. Opinons are like a-holes. Yeah, yeah. Everyone has one. The PROBLEM is… everyone lately is presenting their OPINION as if it is FACT. And this is causing more confusion and polarity than we ever expected possible on an ascension trip, because everyone is looking to others for the answers, but the answers are not matching up or jiving.

Welp, here’s the beauty, folks. We DON’T have to agree. The Ascension Trip is not going to be the SAME for everybody. Yes, we’re going to see repeating numbers as messages. They are not going to mean the same thing for everyone. And, how about this? They’re not even going to mean the same thing every time you see them. How’s that for a mind bender?

I keep seeing “the veil is getting very thin.” Yes, it is. Why? Because more and more people are in 4D consciousness (awareness of spirit) than ever before. Is this a good thing? Well, here’s what I’ve learned about 4D from the Akashic Records and also from exploring it in many, many lifetimes. The fourth dimension is the spirit dimension. There are 12 realms. That means 12 different types of 4D beings. Some are very loving and kind. Some are playful. Some are pranksters. And some are downright mean and nasty. The fourth dimension still holds duality and polarity and the root energies of fear and love and everything in between. Now by Dimension, we are not talking about another “physical place.” In fact, the Akash says that all the beings here are spirits. And they are right next to us, living side by side with us, but, until we are open enough (consciously and vibrationally [okay, so that’s not a word, but I’m using it anyway] we aren’t aware of them. Or perhaps we are only partially aware of them, through clairsentience (feeling) or claircognizance (knowing) or clairaudience (hearing) or even by smell, which is a common one. Of course, there are those who can see them quite clearly, but they can’t hear them or communicate clearly with them. And, again, that is because we are all unique and we have chosen which sixth-sense abilities we will have as gifts (natural givens) and which ones we will have to work to develop. Regardless, we are all waking up to our awareness of spirit, and that is a good thing because they can help us THROUGH 4D (we’re not staying to play; this time we’re just passing through) on our
way to 5D.

I’ve been hearing from many of my clients that they have been experiencing psychic attacks by malevolent beings. I have even experienced some weird and unexpected stuff lately, as well. And that is because we ARE being tested. Do we have what it takes? How will we react and respond to negative energy? It’s all around us these days. We thought we were through the woods, many of us, but then we ran into this HUGE WTF situation that has sent many of us reeling ass over elbow. What we thought we could fix with unconditional love, oneness and unity has seemingly… well… stirred the turd, rattled the cages and kicked up the hornets nests. And, I get it, the resurgence of hatefulness has collectively brought us down into sadness, hopelessness and defeat. Some have even decided to “fight back” with anger and resistance. Which is natural. For 3D and 4D conscious humans. We tried. But we’re just not there yet. We’re just not ready for oneness and unity. It was a nice dream. But the reality is…

… well, the reality is that we forgot how to lead by example. We forgot how to resist the temptation to respond with anger. We forgot that our true power lies in our blissfulness. Yes. Blissfulness. No, not ignorance. We are not required to watch the or read “the daily news.” (And we’re not even required to believe it!) We are also not required to agree to the “terms and conditions” of the 3D Matrix. We did not incarnate to play by the rules in this lifetime, my loves. No, we did not. We didn’t even come here to change the rules or create a “new system.” Let’s face it, systems are not inclusive, and they certainly don’t equally support everyone. Jobs are for slaves. Money isn’t real. And power is for the weak and fearful.

Wait, what???!!!

Power is for the weak and fearful? Oh, here we go. Ascended Master wisdom is kicking in.  Here it comes.

Yes. Power is for the weak and fearful. And this is what you absolutely MUST understand about malevolent 4D beings (and malevolent 3D beings, as well). Think about it. If you have love and compassion, that is all you truly need. Power… it’s an ego thing. And what is ego? Ego is fear. People who own guns “to protect themselves” are fearful. If they were not fearful, they would not need guns to protect themselves. And, of course, by being fearful, they are manifesting situations for themselves in which they will need to protect themselves. They will claim by owning a gun that they are no longer fearful, but this would be a false statement. They are fearful.

So this is much like the bully, the homophobe, and the narcisscist… we all know that they are insecure and fearful and that is what drives them to behave the way they do.

Indeed.

But yet we still allow them to somehow steal our joy… whether it’s through anger or fear or impatience…

All of those are fear-based feelings.

True. Anything that is not love, trust, joy or bliss is pretty much a fear-based vibration. I get that. So how do we avoid falling into that trap?

It’s simple.

It always is.

True. If it’s not simple, then the ego is involved and complicating it with fearfulness. 

Such wisdom.

There’s this song you listened to as a teen. You were thinking of it a few minutes ago. How did it go? “Girl, don’t go away mad. Girl, just go away?”

Yes. Motley Crue.

And so it’s like that; don’t walk away mad… just walk away. Just walk away. No need to get tangled up in the drama of 3D emotional mindsets or allow them to drag you down into lower vibration (and your vibration is ALWAYS your choice; if you believe otherwise, that’s your ego talking).

Yeah, if we choose to lower ourselves into those fear-based vibrations and put up a fight or argument or whatever, then we’re just spinning our wheels ’round and ’round. (RATT. HA!!)

We’re glad you’re having fun with this.

Yes! FUN!!! That is why we came! To raise the bar, raise the vibration, and help humanity rediscover the JOY of incarnation. I mean, I didn’t come here to get my ass kicked. So why are we allowing ourselves to lower in vibration? Individually and collectively? Over STUPID shit. Aren’t we (“lightworkers,” “wayshowers,”) ABOVE all of this? Don’t we know better? Are we not aware that, despite the chaos of the duality and polarity trickery, we still have wings? That we CAN fly high and still help others do the same? That we CAN walk away without being mad or sad or psychotically charged? Systems are for sissies, and we do NOT need to participate in it any longer. In fact, participating only prolongs the life of the 3D Matrix and it’s insidiousness.

Exactly.

Why would we do that? Collectively, I mean. There are way more of us than there are of them.

Precisely.

But they have weapons. Crazy, high-tech weapons.

Which they are not allowed to use. Starting forest fires with them to make you fear them was a cute trick, but, we ensure you, they are not allowed to use them against humanity.

What about all the poison they put into the air, ground and water.

Oh, the power of suggestion is a curious thing, dear one. 

That’s IT, isn’t it? It’s all power of suggestion.

Yes.

So bliss isn’t ignorance after all! Bliss is BLISS.

Exactly.

And there is no need to pay attention to the “warnings” because it is ALL fake news and fear mongering that throws us into malevolent manifestation mode.

Now you got it. 

I already knew this.

Of course you did. And so do all the other lightworkers and wayshowers.

So we avoid the trap by walking away from the trap.

Mm hmm.

Simple.

Indeed.

But what if we don’t see the trap?

You already know there’s a trap. Anything that is not love or joy or bliss or happiness, remember.

BLISSFUL bliss! You’re so right!

Thank you. We pride ourselves on it. 

I know there is a lot more that you can see from your perspective, and that is why I trust you all with the wisdom you share. Of course, I see a lot of people like myself… healers, wayshowers and lightworkers and whatnot… say things like, “Okay, I know that the masters say that, but that is not the reality we are living in here.” So what do you say to those who have sort of given up and resorted to these kinds of statements?

It would all run much smoother and more quickly if you all, collectively, walked away from the 3D Matrix and mindset and created your OWN better way of living (which you do see some brave trailblazers attempting, by the way) but some are still hoodwinked into believing they need governance and systemic structure for fairness and stability.

But none of the systemic structures are fair OR stable!

Well, only for the elites, of course. 

Exactly!

Which you ALL know. 

Yes. I don’t think there is a soul out there who doesn’t realize this.

So why do you continue to allow it? You incarnated with a huge soul group and extensive star family to change that. 

Right. And I didn’t come here to get my ass kicked by a crumbling system that’s on its last legs, either. But this team of peeps you’re talking about. This crew of crusaders… I dunno. I feel like they are waiting for something that is never going to come. Some “event” they keep talking about. Some tsunami of energy that is supposed to wake everyone up and magically make everything better. Well, SOME still believe that. But some don’t believe that at all anymore. Some have even walked away from their light work back into 3D slave jobs. It’s like they had some big romantic idea about this ascension process, but it didn’t happen quickly enough or in the way they expected, so they walked away mad.

We are aware of this. And, as we have said all along, YOU are the ones you have been waiting for. YOU are the galactics you have been waiting for… as starseeds, you came back to save yourselves. 

Why are so many not aware of this, then?

We call it 3D fog. To incarnate into the 3D Matrix, you agree to forget all you know, and you take on the hindrance of the human ego. 

So the higher vibration doesn’t really come from the cosmos, then, right? It comes from us, as a collective?

You do get SOME help from the cosmos. And spirit. Good spirit. And your multidimensional selves, yes. You’re all connected in that way. Once you reach 4D consciousness, you are able to recall both backward and forward, all the lives you are simultaneously living. The 3D Matrix enables you to slow down and focus on just one life at a “time,” but the matrix itself has been corrupted in the most malevolent ways.

And here I thought the word of the day was “gerrymandering.”

[Chuckles.] Yes, malevolent does seem to be the word of the day, does it not? Well, then, so be it. But, yes, the 3D Matrix has been corrupted and that is originally why many of you agreed to incarnate to it (despite the density and destructiveness of it all) as a means to upgrade it to something more meaningful and far less corrupt.

But then the 3D fog takes over and we forget why we’re here, and we fall into the fear-based traps…

True, but many of you do know, to some extent, why you’re there this time, as you’ve all been living awakened lives this time around, and, more than likely, for a few go arounds. 

By “go around” you mean incarnated lifetimes in the 3D Matrix?

Exactly.

Hey, speaking of that, (and not to change the subject or interrupt the flow… )

No, by all means, it’s your blog.

Thank you. I feel this is important, so I want to get your take on it. So there are some “lightworkers” out there who have been selling themselves as experts and making themselves out to be a bit more important than others. Not that this rattles my chain or anything; I mean, we’re all special and we all have work to do here that is important to the ascension of humanity or the matrix or whatever, but what can you tell us about that and this notion by some that there are only 144,000 who are meant to ascend in this lifetime.

Well, firstly, those 144,000 souls (ascended masters) have incarnated in multiplicity, so there are way more than just 144,000.

Okay, so, “incarnated in multiplicity” means one soul incarnated as several different humans living parallel lives within the same matrix?

That is correct. And, yes, you are correct when you say that you are ALL special with important contributions to make, so any one individual trying to sell themselves as “the one and only” or one of the 144,000, (and we are aware that there are many who are doing this) is simply suffering from a bit of egomania and not honoring our code of ethics.

Rule number one of 144K Club is that we don’t talk about 144K Club?

Precisely. We understand proclaiming identity for authenticity’s sake and to share credentials to give others confidence when seeking advice or wisdom, and that is fine. Knowing who you are at soul level is a great accomplishment, and, for those within your soul group you are in soul contract to assist, that is one thing, but to proclaim your identity as a means for power or manipulation, that is simply unbecoming of an Ascended Master. 

I just want to take a moment to say that even though I do know who I am, and I have shared my soul identity with others, I hope that I have never come across as manipulative or power-seeking. I don’t really care about any of that. My main goal is finding and sharing TRUTH. I have been given a number of opportunities to “go big time,” but I have declined. In fact, when I asked my higher-self for guidance on the matter, she said quite simply, “we don’t sell out.” And I was relieved, because I agree with that 100 percent. I don’t wish to be onstage selling “truth” or teaching webinars or seminars. That’s one of the reasons I don’t publish the novels I wrote. I don’t want to go on book tour. I prefer to stay humble and unknown, helping only those I am in soul contract to help. This is also why I don’t channel Pleiadian messages anymore. Especially if there is nothing “new” to share. (Not that I don’t believe in y’all, but you are me and we are ONE.) Anyway, that being said, I know that there a quite a few humble lightworkers and healers who have sort of backpedaled at this point on theories regarding “ascension.” Some are saying now that they don’t believe all of humanity will ascend in this lifetime. So I am curious as to what you have to share with us about that.

All are, indeed, meant to ascend in this lifetime, but it is up to each individual to do the work required to ascend. 

So it’s not an automatic, guaranteed thing, like some were touting a few years ago — some magical “event” that saves us all?

We already told you that you (humanity) ARE the “event.” We know that it is far more gradual than you all had hoped, but ascension can be MUCH quicker for everyone if they simply surrender their ego and move into oneness with their soul. But humanity hangs onto fear-based vibration and ego as if it is their life preserver.

I think the main fear is, “What if it’s not true? What if there is no such thing as bliss or oneness? What if what we got right now is as good as it gets?”

Ah. Yes. But you can never swim in the blissful waters if you continue to cling to the “life-as-you-know-it preserver.” What you’re describing is, of course, fear of the unknown.

Right. And then there is also that fear of getting a taste of it, and then losing it.

The only way you can “lose” your bliss is by allowing yourself to lower your vibration back down into fear. And why do that? For what purpose? Because it’s lonely in 5D? Because misery loves company? Because your comfort zone is the fear zone?

Well, being an empath, I do know that it is difficult to stay in high vibration when everyone around me is feeling cruddy.

So blaze a new trail and invite others to join you. If they want to remain wallowing in 3D, that’s not your responsibility, and you don’t need to wallow with them.

True. I mean, I said it before, and I’ll say it again. I didn’t incarnate to get my ass kicked.

I came to slay.

And by that, I mean, I came to help create something better for ALL of humanity, without fighting or violence or knives in the back, even if it is gradual progress, but slow and steady wins the race, aye?

So who’s with me?